gone missing for another period of time... would say this gotta be my worst semesters in ntu so far.. it seems that the first sems of each academic year seems to be the toughest and the next sem gonna be better.. and i really hop it will be better for the next sem...

AAH paper is coming and it's on WEDNESDAY!! gosh... and i haven really studied for it cos i was rushing for my projects for martin n suresh... but last fri, i had a super unbearable headache that made me escaped from the reality and jus do nothing related to school.. and yup.. damn guilty now...

i'm really stressed from all the works... did i make a wise choice of having 5 studios modules and a compulsory aah module this sem? the projects deadlines are killing me.. ya.. it's killing me mentalilty not physically for i'm still here typing this... haven been able to eat well n rest well.. well mayb the resting part is just abt sleeping at the right time... been sleeping at werid hours and my biological clock is going haywired... and i really haven been eating well.. the amounts of stress and the oh-no-it's-canteen-food-again! thought really makes eating a torture now... and of cos, people said i've slimmed down.. really??? but a recent trip to the weighing scale says otherwise... i'm still at the same weight... so i wonder where the weights/fats have relocated themselves to giv ppl the perception that i've slimmed down...

supposed to be studying or doing work... but seriously, i'm veri fed up with work now... and i'm glad that after friday, 24 nov... i can really let my hair down without any guilt... everything will be over... at least for a while before starting all over again... trust me... i'm gonna disappear again .. this time, hopefully in a lighter mood....

think not much people frequent my blog due to my infrequent post anymore... but if u do happen to pass by and read this in time, do wish me luck for my wed paper, countless projects submitted k? thanks alot... wishing all who are having their papers good luck too! really jus hope to pass this sem.. as for grades.. haa.... dun dare hope much... wat can u expect when u know u having been putting in much efforts?? pardon me for the language, but to hell with the grades...argh!!! ( guess martin does influence me somehow... haha) grades will not mean a thing to me as long as i pass... i jus hav ta work hard next sem to pull up the grades this sem... haiz... and i will work hard... cos now i have much better experience, i'm not overloading myself wif another 5 studios... plan well and hopefully really made a wise choice this time... 3 studios with 3 lect modules... 3 days wk... ( hopefully i am able to get my craft of writing.. *crossing fingers) and i shall be a good girl next sem n pia for my grades...

i jus hope i survive for this sem...

rambled @ 7:10 PM

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