had design pract test todae... haiz.. felt sucky abt it... dunno how to do lor.. so was crapping my way thru.. wonder how will i fare... den waited for lihui den went makan at bedok central wif wy, jing, li n wei jian..
after our brunch.. we walked around bedok central.. hee.. jing had a fun time painting nails for li n wei jian.. haha... wei jian quite poor thing lor.. jing paint his nails not enuff... still try out lipsticks colours on his hand.. hee... lol...
den was supposed to go expo after going home to take my stuffs.. but slpyness jus got over me n i slpt till 5pm.. so no pt going down le... tried doing work but dunno how to do leh.. haiz.. so did sth unusual.. haha.. at least for mi lah... i pack my table!! haha... those who noe me well noe i'm a messy gal.. haha... n jas, esp cant stand my rm... hee.. rite jas?? hee... sorted out my notes on my bed... now they are separated in the diff subs...and i filed one into my file.. and the files are now heavy.. (can imagine how thick the notes i'd filed.. lol)
but now lost the mood to file the rest.. hate filing... haha... so tink i'm jus gonna chunk these notes into somewhere.. haha.. no i wun be able to slp tonight.. bed is now filled wif tons of notes.. lol...

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went to see the P wif my ma todae... quite stupid lah.. the time i spent going to sch is more than the time spent in the P's office lor.. no that i wanna spend a lot of time toking to her but find the trip meaningless lor... when wif my mother but she seems to be toking to mi not my mother lor... den wat's the use of asking my parents down??dots.. waste time onli.. plus she met mi the other time le lor... haiz... even my ma says she is toking to me onli not her... haha...
but i learned sth todae lah.. haha.. my tutors' comments abt mi quite gd? haha... all say i hard working leh... haha... quite surprise acty.. lol... cos i quite slack leh.. haha.. except recently lah.. hee.. becoming hardworking le.. hee... mr ngoh says i dilligent but i slow in learning the concpets.. haha.. quite quite.. cos i jus dun seems to understand his mechanics side... lol... but i'm totally surprise he says i'm hard working.. cos i haven been doing his tutorials dutifully lor... wen he is at tutorial 3 i'll be at tutorial 2 or even 1.. = P yalor...
and the funny thing is hor.. the P says i seems to be lack of energy den ask me get vitamins B complex.. hee.. like selling vitamins liddat.. vitamins can improve one's grades meh?? hee... *wonders*

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had a talk wif my ct todae... discussing abt my grades.. ya... he a nice guy... so felt better toking to him... gav me lotsa advice.. kinda feel motivated to study after talking to him.. hee...
went beach road eat the prawn noodles... hee.. went wif my class ppl and vball ppl... hee... dere quite ex leh.. aso dun find it really nice.. haha.. den cost mi not enuff notes to buy bus concession.. haha.. had to dig out for coins.. lol...lucky got enuff coins.. haha.. lol..
toking to yushan in msn.. got to know mr wong is becoming a father soon!! haha.. or shld i say he has promote to a father liao... and he is expecting his 1st child at the end of tis yr... haa.. so happy for him.. lol... nv long nv see him le... kinda miss him leh.. haha... 

rambled @ 9:55 PM

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was racial harmony yesterday.. and we get to wear traditional costumes to sch... hee... kinda pulled jing to wear traditional... hee... got jass to help jing to borrow sari for jing.. hee... mi wore thai costume... haha... my ma bought it last yr cos tt time she was still kindergarden teacher so will hav to wear traditional on racial harmony... but little did she noe she will resign... and didnt get to wear tis costume.. hee... so i get to wear... haha...  but my class only 4 out of 23 wore traditional clothes... so will den to feel weird weird.. haha...
going to watch brotherhood wif jon tml... den seeif got training not... not will go pei jass study ba... hee... i need my motivation... feeling lost... like got so many things to do but dunno wat to do.... argh!!

rambled @ 9:25 PM

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haiz... wen to see the P todae... why? cos of my failure to meet the criteria... haiz... now even my parents need to go see her... sian... dampens my mood after seeing her lor... she even ask mi wanna consider retaining... though she didnt really use the word retain but tt wat she meant lah... haiz... not say i got sth agst retaining.. jus tt it felt lousy lor... haiz... dunno how to say lah...  depressed was wat i feel lor...
now my parents are qstning mi going out to study... they dun seem to believe it helps mi.. which i tink it do.. cos if i didnt go out study... tink my results will be much worse.. wld it?? haiz... suddenly feeling like my life is like sooo screwed up... mayb it's cos i've been slacking tooo much... i'm jus reaaping what i've sowed earlier... haiz... really depressed... really wan to get out of tis situation i'm in now... can i? and i wan to get out if it fast...
told the P i wan to take my As... so dere is no turning back for mi now.. cos if i wanna retain i can onli do it now... cos of the SPA... ya.... if not i'll be stuck in the middle.. cant go uni n cant retain yr 2... so i am left wif onli one choice which is to mug real hard and get decent grades for my As... yup yup... but time is really running out.. and it jus seems tt i hav tons of things tt are still alien to mi... haiz... seriously tink my attitude gotta change ba... attitude determines all rite?
haiz... cant see the rainbow... cos the sky is surrounded by dark clouds... where is my sunshine?

rambled @ 10:36 PM

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well...  todae went to expo to study.. well.. more of doing my tutorials lah.. hee... met my juniors dere.. they doing ss source base.. haha... topic is venice leh.. lol... used to like venice tis topic lor.. haha... managed to finished my lagging tutorial... hee...
tink i'm starting to do sth wif my work le... haha.. though progress bit slow... but tink at least i'm doing sth rite? better than not  doing anything rite?? hee... jus hope i can do well for my As... haiz.. n hope i can hav the determination n discipline to work hard...

rambled @ 8:57 PM

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suppose to go sentosa one.. but it rained n the class response wasn't tt gd esp frm the gals... so kinda dampen my mood... so in the end  pai seh my class boys.. hee...  plus tis few days weather isnt tt gd.. so dun wanna go sentosa den lata rain... will totally sian diao lor...
did aj prelim paper as practice... did badly for it lor... haiz... lotsa careless mistakes... really cant stand myself lor... haiz... plus tons of forgetten formulas n methods... haiz... scored the lowest among my frens who did the same paper as mi... i'm like veri far behind them.. can i catch up???
had pe.. the pe dept are giving us circuits to do lor.. still suffering aches in my thighs frm the last pe lesson den todae had to ran up n down the stairs of our sch gallery... 4 sets... had time limit too... managed to run within the time limit.. haha.. but my legs are wobbly n aching terribly le.. had a difficult time walking down the stairs lor.. haha..
todae they got training... wanted to go down since i'm not going sentosa le... but... got alumni meeting at orchard at 7pm.. n they start at 530.. so cant go..sian diao.. haha.. indoor lor.. so shld da dui.. fun fun.. but gotta miss it.. haha.. though i'm complaining of my aches.. but will still go for training.. haha.. jus love vball... haha... surprisingly, i'm more enthu abt training ever since i step down.. haha... do we really treasure wat we hav lost? lol...
watched mean gals yesterday... find the show not bad, though bit bimbotic... but it's humourous lah.. find it like got hidden meaning.. lol...
 

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

rambled @ 4:44 PM

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came online yesterday wanting to update one.. but somehow... blogging de mood disappeared... so didnt update yesterday....
got back my gp papers yesterday.. failed... compo failed badly lor... haiz.. den didnt get my ao pass.. so didnt cleared my jct.. my ct seems disappointed tt our class didnt do well for gp... haiz... kinda feel guilty too lor... everytime exams we like disappoint him time n time again.. haiz...he looks sad lor... den he aso told our class, ' no one can help u to cross tt finishing line... onli u yaself can can it... i can onli run wif u but no cross for u..'
bought past yr practice papers home.. hee... frens around mi are starting to mug... pressure... haiz... n my tutors are giving mi special treatment due to my bad grades...hee... gotta start wrking hard... hee.. wanna do well for my prelms.. = )

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was bored... so went to do some quizes.. haha..


Tarzan!


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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
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You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
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earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
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you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
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You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
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have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
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rambled @ 5:38 PM

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as usual.. todae my slackest day of the week.. fancy going sch for jus pe n maths lect onli... and they are ya 1st n last period on ya timetable... haha... den during my breaks was doing my application qstn... gotta hand in todae by 1230.. managed to finshed it.. haha...
chatted wif yong ming todae... haha... found out tt he got a galfren.. lol... somemore 2 mths le.. lol... den aso got to noe tt one of my fren who i tot he jus got attached actually was attached abt a yr ago... haha.. underground sia.. lol... i find it amazing lor... wen they two meet hor, they like nothing one leh... haha... but in actual fact they hav gone steady for 1 yr plus.. haha... so cute liddat.. hee... underground relationship.. lol... although heard 2 happy news abt my fren... i aso heard one sad news abt my fren too... haiz.. his galfren broke up wif him.. not sure abt it.. but infer tt it's his galfren wanted the breakup... cos she msg his best bud to take care of him as they jus broke up n he isn't really feeling gd... haiz... they two are like prefect couple? at least tt is wat i see lah... n heard tt guy was like tinking of marrying her kind.. really really liked her.. but now... haiz.. relationships like so unpredictable n fragile... haiz...
told my mum abt yong ming.. hee... got a habit of telling my mum, abt my frens who she noes are attach.. hee... den she seems to tink tt at tis age getting attach is veri costly cos guys hav to pay for gals.. den gals like materialistic (not sure how to spell) hav a relationship cos the guy pays.... dun agree wif her lor... but cant deny the fact there might be some cases liddat.. but i believe most ppl at tis age aren't liddat lor... tink ppl get more materialistic as they grow older lor... tink our tinking do differ.. hee...

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whole body aching... muscles aching like siao... hee.. went for vball training yesterday.. playing ball aren't tt physically straining lah.. but considering i haven been excercise for a long long time n i am still suffering frm the muscles ache frm my pe on tue, light excercise somehow become heavy excercise.. haha... furthermore had a veri hiong pt.. haha.. PT lor... lol.. almost cldn't wake up todae lor.. haha..
during the pt kinda reminds mi my nas training days.. haha... had pt after training too.. lol.. those were the days man.. somehow recently little little tings can make mi recall my sec sch days... hee... fond memories.. lol..
jus realise i onli hav 8 wks to my prelims... haz.. fast hor.. lol... tink gonna start working real hard ba... haiz~

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1st day of sch.. n i got back my papers.. haiz... didnt do well.. as expected... so disappointment not tt big? dunno lah...kinda amazed by myself too lor... still able to luff n joke around while my grades sux like hell... haiz... so far i didnt meet my sch's criteria.. hmmm... so dunno wat lies ahead for mi... moderation haven been annouced to us yet.. so dere is still some hope for mi lah... some hope... but veri small... time will tell...
had pe todae... felt heavy while doing the jumps... haiz... haven been excercising ever since i've stepped down frm vball... fats are popping out everywhere too... haiz... gotta excercising... but training tml outdoor leh... haiz.. spoils my mood to train...
wen to visit jas after my pe... hee.. kinda stink her hse.. lol... =P toked to her... hope she will be strong... den the walk to her hse... sitting in her room chatting... den mi walked frm her hse back to nas dere to 201 opp to take my bus back home... kinda brings mi back to my sec sch days... those were the days lor....happened to meet my sec 2 science teacher, miss lim or mrs lim... ( hmm... forget liao.. =P ) she now no longer teaching in nas but giving tuition le... time realli flies fast.. haiz... and veri soon i will be having my A'levels lor... will i? hee...

rambled @ 10:55 PM

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wen to watch the movie windstruck todae... hee.. the show is veri humourous n touching.. the funny part hor... can really laugh ya head off lor... haha... den the tuching part leh.. made mi cry.. hee... but bit draggy ba... haha... tot it will end but it didnt end... hee... den i kinda expected the ending cos i noe hu acted in the movie mah.. haha... so kinda spoiler lor... hee...
haiz~ sian diao... why the world muz contain xin suan ne? haiz... cant it jus be filled wif happiness? haiz~

rambled @ 11:25 PM

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well... didnt play majong as planned... instead went shopping in town wif the ally, anna, vani n von...nv fail to brighten up my day wen i'm wif them... hee... bought quite alot of things todae.. spent abt 30++ tink near 40 ba... hmm... getting broke... haiz... makes mi wanna get a job... haha... but no time leh.. lol... sian... no money lor.. haiz..
met shu yi n jenny at far east... den much later met poe ee n bryan wong, kevin n dorthy n one of their fren whose name i dunno but noe him.. haha... surprised to see kevin n dorthy together again... haha.. cos recently during our class outing heard frm joanne they two broken up again... they two arh... break break patah patch dunno how many times le.. complicated sia... matters of the heart is aso nv easy to comprehend too...

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went to watch anna n ally's choir performance.. hee... den aso managed to see ally's AHEMs... lol... not bad not bad.. haha..
den wen mos makan.. after siiting dere for quite some time teasing n chatting... got tis 'beggar' come to us n try to 'sell' us 4D no... hmm... went down on his knees to try get us giv him some money... but we all left instead.. didnt see the point in giving him money plus he is having dyed hair lor... hmm...got money to dye hair no money to eat? hmm..
chatting in msn wif ppl... den aso watching my bro play his ps 2.. haha.. some how like to see him play game.. cos can see the game's story line n graphics mah.. the story line sometimes veri nice.. plus the graphics... hee... he jus bought tis game... den one of the character in it looks like jin cheng wu.. haha..

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well... made some changes to the new blog.. haha... kinda like the design of tis blog... hee... the pic is nice... all thansk to puppie89 for tis wonderful blogskin... hee... but i kinda wanna make it more personal leh.. haha... but too bad i dunno any codes to make any changes..haha... might go learn... if i got the time~ lol... see how lor...

rambled @ 10:30 PM

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