woo.. finally i off.. ha.. n it's on a wkend!! haha... decided to giv sentosa a miss n ge gd n pei my mommy~ hee... haven been peiing her for quite some time... ha.. or shld i say we haven been shopping for quite some time.. or shld i say I haven been shopping for quite some time.. ha.. =P
n finally todae i no nid to be at the tense zone.. ha....
slpt at ard 4 last nite... den onli woke up at ard 11 plus... hee..
went bugis.. den me n my ma saw the durians.. ha.. bought 2 n sat dere n savour the durians.. haha...
den shopping paradise? haha... or mayb i haven been shopping liao.. lol.. so bugis seems to be a heaven to me.. correction, bugis street.. hee... bought a tote bag tt can be converted to a sling bag... hee... noe the person so bought it at $17 instead of $22.. hee... den bought a skirt dere too... $10.. finally bought a bottom.. lol... so the 1st day of CNY i got all new clothes too wear... =D but haven go match the bottom wif the tops.. ha.. tink shld hav at least one top tt match wif the bottom ba.. ha... den bought a t-shirt for my bro too... tt shop got real unique designs n the price is reasonable..
den wen OG.. ha.. dere having sales... den OP having 30% discounts leh.. ha.. den help my bro to choose t-shirts.. ha.. choose 4 tees for him.. ha.. purposely go choose one pink one for him too.. lol..=P all my ma pay lah.. ha... tt the greatest thing abt shopping wif ya mother.. ha... den we got him a brown, white, yellow n pink OP tees for him... saw bottoms n jackets frm OP tt i like one.. but bugis OG too many ppl at the fitting rm n no my size.. so we went to seiyu n parco... no size n too much crowd.. den i sian aso.. anyway after the discount aso say not very cheap lah.. so forget it lor.. hee.. den went back bugis street to shop.. ha... tis time saw tis bag tt i like.. ha.. it's a small jeans bag.. can hand caryy or u change the strap den can sling liao... easy to match n the bag wun easy go outta fashion... but it's $26.. -_- den tried to bargained to $18.. the lowest she giv is $25.. though i like it.. but didnt wanna pay tt much for tt bag...
den we went back eastpoint n continue to shop? haha... gotta pardon me lah.. it's like a bird being freed frm its cages? haha... but xin ku my mother le.. hee.. gotta pei me walk so many places.. ha... den saw tis small bag for $3.90~ haha.. yuppie.. i bought it.. lol... cheap leh~ lol...
tl working morning.. emily's coming over~ hee.. hope by then situation wun be as tense? hope lah...

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still having the tension between me n the side promoters... -_- watever..
sales was not bad.. managed to hit my personal target.. hope able to maintain like tis thruout...
went to shop far east after work.. onli complete one level... continuing tml.. ha... havta reach home by 10 wat.. no choice~ =S
met von in the train.. ha.. learnt abt taka funny stuffs.. lol... btw wen we meeting arh?
father's ignoring me? dunno lah.. call him nv ans.. dun care him.. =P wanna avoid him now too... sian...
wat shld i do on sun? haiz.. can i go sentosa? can i?

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sian... pissed at work.. why these few days things arent going smoothly for me??? WHY??????
wati went to office todae den hazelle told her 31 jan will be her last day... hazelle called me b4 i went to work n told me abt her last day n ask me to keep a lookout these few days.. make sure she dun like steal anything...
went to work.. she isnt dere.. went i open the drawer to put my stuffs, i find it weird... it was onli after a few seconds n another look in the drawer den i realise all the stationeries are gone... den went to ask other promoters where is she.. they dunno.. ask me ask her best fren.. the malay promoter beside me... asked her... her reply: u ask yaself wat u did..
at 1st i still sha sha reply.. huh? but company says she 31 jan den last day... den she say she dunno.. den i went store check dun hav called hazelle.. confirm when her last day... it's 31 jan wat...
den after tt i yue xiang yue qi... wat she trying to imply wen she ans me tt? sian lor... dots!!!! i already didnt complain much liao lor... and i didnt fabricate anything lor... if wati didnt hav tt poor working attitude she wldnt be sack one lor... i onli complain abt wati being super super late for 3 days leh.. coming after 6pm den work till 930pm.. den somedays nv sell anything den commision share... not fair to me wat... den on normal days she always late k.. ALWAYS~ n i didnt even bring it up to hazelle.. unless she ask me... n late is not like late 15 mins or half an hour lor... it's late for 1hr or 1.5 hr lor... den break aso come back late one... i nv bring these up lor... gosh.. so now i'm like being treated like a back stabber lor... she is gone my fault lor.. wat the heck sia...
den i aso kinda piss by tt guy... she brain wash him issit? make him till see me like see some dunno wat lah... keep avoiding me liddat... den aso treat me like some invisble person.. tt gal i still can understand why she liddat lah.. the guy? wat lah... sian lor... haiz.. den i now like cant go my right side.. 'enemy zone'
went to buy all the stationeries i nid... purposely went to buy correction fliud so i no nid go borrow frm THEM... no nid see their face.. =P will be getting the $$ back frm company anyway.. ha...
todae suppose to feel happy one lor.. cos today is my 1st pay day!! ha... den all this shit happen... spoiler lor... anyway pay isnt tt high lah.. was kinda prepared liao.. cos wen calculated le mah.. but still disappointed tt it's jus ard wat i calculated... haiz... after giving some to my parents n ah mas n auntie.. den patch up tt hole i made due to my transport n food for dec.. i onli left like 200.. sian... i gotta to save for my trips leh? den no $$ left liao... haiz~ next month pay ba.. mayb i shld cut down my food n transport expenses so i can save more n mayb get to spend alittle.. ha... waiting for my next mth pay... lol...

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still feeling down, sulking n sad if i go tink abt it... trying very hard not to go touch tt train of thoughts...
woke up in the morning feeling bad... den my mum had to continue the reprimanding.. but it was in a more subtle way lah.. but still.. haiz... didnt felt fair lor.. haiz... i'm big liao wat.. no? haiz.. she says big is wen i'm financially independent.. fine... didnt argue wif her.. i'm now already semi financially independent liao wat... nvm...
jus dun msg me to go out at night after my work or sth.. at least not now... i still cant really handle the fact i cant stay out late yet... n i dun really feel like toking abt it too... ya... let me sort it out myself... face the fact.. haiz... the reason why they dun like the fact i'm staying out late is cos i'm a gal... the fact~ mayb i shld go ns.. den be like wy.. ha.. jus now i wld be the female version of wy... ha...
wati didnt go find hazelle todae.. finding her tml... so guess the judgement day is postponed.. wonder if she wld be sacked... jus realise cos her poor working attitude i'm putting her on a advantageous situation in terms of her pay.. den in turn my pay wld be lesser... unfair for me lor... den like these few days the customers like mostly i serve one.. den sometimes she dun even like sell a bag.. den commision share.. feel bu gan yuan.. ha.. mayb cos now i'm in a foul mood.. so every little things i will bu shuang one... ha..
advice: try ta keep away frm me.. ha...

rambled @ 11:56 PM

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Been walking on thin ice recently.. veri veri thin ice.. finally the ice broke.. serves me right right? Who ask me… know tt I’m in a dangerous position liao but I choose not to acknowledge the fact of my dangerous position… haiz…
Kana confronted.. finally… came home near 12.. cld have gotten home earlier one.. haiz… if I hadn’t got to the toilet…. Or if we had go straight to makan instead of shopping ard first.. or if I hadnt neglect the fact of my situation…..
Was abt to go home liao but went to toilet on the way to the bus stop… den meet roy n anges…. Den we talked abt wati n the things tt might surface tml n he’s teaching me how to handle them… den talked till 1145 lor..
Got home late… got a call frm my pa.. scolded, confronted… asked to quit by the end of CNY… I dun want to quit… happy working dere… not easy to find job too.. n I didn’t want to work wif my aunt too.. if wati’s gone.. I’ll be in charge of the counter.. if I go.. the counter will be in a mess… didn’t want tt to happen…
Pa didn’t like me staying out late… ask me to fid a job tt ends early so tt I get to go out after tt den wun be home late… den he aso complain even on my rest days I dun stay home but go out… but what do u wan me to do at home? Stay home do wat? Even if I come home early I wld be I front of the com… k.. sometimes in front of the tv… communicate? U dun talk to me… n I dun hav the habit of talking to u either… my ma I still got tell her wats happening in my life…. But I admit I dun spend as much time as I used to wif her lah…
I go out back home late… my fault.. not the job lor…. Dun ask me to quit…
I’m sad.. I’m guilty.. I’m lost…. What shld I do? What must I do? I dunno…. Sometimes I admire my frens.. they get to stay out late… I dun… I noe they are concern for me lah.. but I noe how to take care of myself….
I’m not gd at expressing myself… haiz.. didn’t say much to him… after he went back to his rm.. I had lotsa things to say… didn’t say them out… so here am I typing…
Am I too soft spoken? Roy told me if he had worked, wati wldnt hav survived till now… too easily bullied? Ha.. mayb… didn’t see thru her lies… felt silly….
Ha.. tinking back , I tink I sometimes am being pushed, ‘bullied’ by my frens… mayb cos I dun show my displease ba.. ha…
Ever since I started work.. haven been keeping in touch wif my frens as often… tt why I wld always gamely agree to their outings… at the cost of going home late of cos… opportunity cost? Ha… home nothing much to do anyway … so often I choose out lor…
So now mayb I shld be guai n stay home hur? No more after work outings.. no more off days outings.. after work home.. no work home… tt the way he wants? Fine… show me he can lah… ha hasn’t been a gd example too wat.. I noe I shld be learning frm a bad example lah.. but still my point is.. straight home after work n home on non working days is lifeless… dun tink I’ll be able to take it.. I’m not a loner… I not a soloist… I nid company…
Tis yr aren’t a gd yr for me lah.. work n home sucky.. den keep hearing ppl having probs…
Sunshine after rain? Where is my sunshine???????????????????????????????????????????
When is my sun coming out????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

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sales todae was gd.. ha... finally back to normal.. ha... happy.. lol.. hope everyday will be liddat.. lol... saw carol n ying lan n my 1st 3 mths OGL.. hee.. n i tink i saw siew jun.. ha... my nas senior.. lol... not sure if it's her.. looks like leh~ hee... lol...
the atmosphere between us todae was tense.. haiz.. felt totally werid .. haiz.. or mayb i was sensitive lah.. haiz..
went to snack a little wif wan yang.. ha... got to see him botak... haha... gd to hav someone to chat to after a tense moment at work.. haha...
haven decide whether to keep the dog.. ha...
wat shld i do if i can go uni? which uni shld i go? argh!!! i shld be tinking abt them now... but i really dunno wat i wan~ i veri fickle minded one too leh.. scare i san fen zhong ren do...haiz....

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todae wasn't as worse as yesterday lah.. but still tink it's my bad day... haiz... mayb now i'm undergoing my bad luck period...
my place dere todae the level one toilets flood... flood shld be slightly ok rite? but wen it is flooding wif urine... YUCKS is the word.... the flood cos our normal route to the staff area is be blocked.. den kinda troublesome for us, staff esp wen we wanna use the toilets... den after awhile the flood worsen... the basements starts to leak.. SUPER YUCKY!! imagine seeing the water dripping frm the ceiling.. yellow... den the staff got put pails at the leaking parts to collect the 'water'... at least u dun see puddles of 'water'... ee... den later the whole customers' toilets are closed.. level 1 to 4 all sealed.. den staffs toilets onli the basement one can use... haiz.. den go toilet veri troublesome lor.. gotta use the correct route too.. not later hav to use tis route tt is super gross...ha... the gross route hav to undergo a leaking celing.... den to walk pass tt ceiling u hav to use cardboards prepared as 'umbrellas'... ha... gross...
sales wasn't gd for me~ lotsa ppl todae.. can fight the crowd i saw during xmas season... but the sales todae... haiz... went i left i didnt even reach 1k... sian.. bet other brands hav easiily reached tt amt ba... haiz~ sian lor... can onli be envious of other promoters lor.. got things to do... me stand dere n admire lor... den got customers come see tink i over frenly in my bid to persuade them buy my bags.. ha... so tink i scare them away... haha...
after work meet pei sheng n kor to makan... kor drove~ haha.. yeah.. he passed his driving yesterday.. den went bugis makan.. coincidently met emily n family... hee... den we went the same place to makan but sat at diff places... although we 3 ordered 1st but somehow we left after them.. ha.. tink we or rather i eat too slowly liao... ha... was full after tt den kor drove us back...
tml will be seeing wati... hope she doesnt says anything.. which i doubt so... haiz...
den i somehow got a addition to my pet.. haha... todae a dog followed my mum home... ha... frm eastpoint it followed her home... lol... not literally all the way home lah.. ha... den yah.... it's now in my rabbit's cage.. den Rabbit is in his old basket... lol... btw, we haven decide whether to keep the dog.. shall see his performance at home.. gd, den keep.. no gd shall see who wans or put it to stray... if i keep it as a pet, dun be surprise tt it's name is Doggie.. ha...

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Argh!!!! type a super long entry.. den the window suddenly close lidat.. all data gone…’how fun!’
Sinful todae… act as a back stabber todae.. haiz…. Duper guilty n uncomfortable.. wonder how am I gonna face wait on sat… sian….
Cos todae stock came.. den we met up for lunch wat.. den someone came out wif tis idea to let emiy come over my dere to help out cos she dere veri bored one… called hazelle, said I got a lot of stocks.. ( bt I onli got 4 boxes… not many lor…) den I alone todae, wati off todae n tml… den dere a lot of customers (added to sound tt I’m pathetic..) so can Emily come to help me…
Hazelle unwillingly agreed, den ask me msg wati tell her she tml cannot off.. if she off, she mon hav to go see her… haiz… although ur plan is succeeding.. but i’m causing someone to lose her job leh.. haiz… super guilty lor…
Msg wati, den she called to ask wat exactly happen… lied here n dere.. den she say she will go clarify matters wif hazelle…but she cldnt get her.. den after work she called again to kinda complain to me.. she says she is pissed off.. cos hazelle already know abt her not working tml one.. n btw off n on leave are diff… n hazelle already noe one…. Den now I msg her hazelle msg piss her cos like hazelle now going back on her words…
Why muz I be the middle person? Why muz I kana tis shit? Why??? Super duper dislike tis role of mine.. sucky lor.. soo sinful… felt like the Lindsay lohan in the show mean gals… in the long run wld I really be like her? Bu zhi bu jue I totally change to someone really mean? Haiz…wanna get ot of tis shit lah! Leave me out of tis can? Haiz…
Den I todae called hazelle to take off on 30 jan.. wanna join surf n sweat de beach vball… den already found ppl to form team lor.. den after I hav my leave approve, Kelly msg me say the registration is close to overwhelming response… shit my overwhelming response lah… I hao bu rong yi took leave on sun den liddat.. I not suppose to take leave on wkends one lor.. den tis mth I already took 2 wkends leave liao lor… one for the uni talks, one for the di xia tie musical both are impt so is hav ta take kind…. Den now took my 3rd wkend leave, I get tis info.. argh!!!! todae seriously not my day lor.. all tis kind of shits happen… haiz… now wat to do on 30 jan?
den I todae rush up put stocks can trip on the stair n fall… I almost everyday climb tt stupid stairs.. den todae go up can fall.. got a small cut.. on the brighter side, lucky I didn’t roll down lah.. dere so narrow, cant imagine wat wld happen if I rolled… haiz…
shitty day… walked home todae..saw a lot of stars up in the sky.. super wanted to sit at the pool side enjoy the scene.. a lot of stars leh.. nice scene.. but I cant!!!! Cos it’s late~ haiz…. Why cant the world be safe? Why muz dere be crimes? Why!!!! If all these dun exist, my parents wld be worried for me~ den I can stay out late for all I wan… I cld hav enjoy the night scene tonight, to somehow soothe my guityness…. Haiz~
jus not my day hur???

rambled @ 1:34 AM

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yahoo!!!!! todae my off leh~ lol... been out since i woke up den back at ard 930pm liddat.. ha...
went shooping at century square... dere changed ALOT... ha... but haven revamp finiah yet.. den bought my NEW sandals dere.. lol.. i simply LOVE it!!!! lol... den went training.. ha.. jass was fully geared.. lol... tot we said to jus see.. lol... but if i had time to go home tink i will be fully geared too.. haha... den me train barefooted.. ha... feels diff esp wen spiking the balls... somehow the jumping is diff lor.. lol... den after tt went to meet my ma again to shop at robinson.. lol... den having sales.. den me go shop dere like siao? haha... spent dunno how long dere n spent 126 buck dere lor.. ha... bought undergarments, nail polish, make up, facial stuffs and clothes... ha... told my mum i'm gonna sudsidise 50 bucks.. but i haven giv her the $$ yet.. ha... =P
tml back to work.. n tml i'm working alone.. lol... so commission no nid share.. ha... den aso meeting agnes n emily tml for lunch too... ha... jus the majority of our conversations wld be how to kick wati away.. haha....
watched the show My Ex.... got tis scene is the guy go comfort his ex who was feeling down.. cos his ex kana back stabbed by someone den her chance in the office to perform herself is striped off.. den everyday onli photocopy papers n serve tea.. den he heard liao go find her see she ok not... up to her i find ok lah... hee... den the ex tried to put up a brave front in front of him.. den the guy told her she dun nid to put up a strong front in front of him.. den finally she broke down... den the guy hugged her.. ha... at tis pt of time she seriously nid his hug... but qstn is the guy already hav a gf.. but he like aso cant forget his ex.. den is the hug fair for the present gf? haiz~ i see liao was wondering lor.. ha... myab if the guy makes a clear stand tt he is not indecisive still abt the gal he loves... den tt hug wun't make me tink sooo much liao... ha....
sian sian sian.. having ulcers outbreak.. haiz.. hate ulcers.. ppl normally ulcer outbreak onli hav one ulcer.. but me ulcer outbreak verytime many one lor.. sian... having 4 ulcers now lor.. haiz.. lucky one is healing... haiz... y i like very prone to almost evrything i dun like? haiz~ super sian~

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went to office todae to collect the diamonds to repair the bags.. den ask her wen i get my pay~ haiz~ it will be on a later date~ gosh and tt later date is get my dec pay~ haiz~ tt cythia bluff me.. say 15 get pay.. haiz~
met jon after work todae... finally the can of coke is given to him.. ha... n his vcd.. lol.. the can is i bought for him wen i go thai last yr in june lor.. ha... den the vcd even worse.. borrowed frm him wen i was like sec sch... sec 3? dunno.. it's the replacement killers.. ha....
den faning the surf n sweat thingy.. haiz~ wanna go play play... cos nv go join b4 leh.. but it's on a sun leh... haiz~ hope i can get the off...
den toked to emily n agnes.. ha... we trio planning how to kick wati away so tt emily can come my side... apparently her dere super quiet... so dun nid 2 ppl dere lor.. den the wati having attitude probs.. den keep late n nv come muz as well hav emily over here... yalor... so the planning continues... ha.. hope our plan gets the approval frm hazelle.. ha... crossing fingers lah...
haven go make frens wif the levi promoters leh.. ha... got ulterior motives lah.. ha... cos i believe they can get staff purchase so.... haha...

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my com's network has been down for days.. tt explains me absence here n in msn~ haha...
work todae was more enjoyable~ ha.. joyce was ard so got ppl to tok too.. alicia was dere too lah.. den the 3 of us went makan together... fun.. den we went to accompany joyce go buy the levi's jeans.. the heart shape one.. make me wanna buy one 4 myself too... lol... den now they having promotion too... buy a bottom wich is 85.90 and above, u get another bottom for 50% discount.. but the 2nd bottom got limit to certain range onli lah~ xin yang yang.. wait till i get my pay ba~ hee...
hiaz~ haven got my pay despite working for like more than a mth liao... waiting desperately for my pay lor.. i now is financial independent lor.. no longer on allowance.. n wif my salary delaying... haiz.. my bank acc are draining.... where is my salary????
sian... tink my father acting werid todae... came home late den like started toking.. k.. communication wif kids is gd.. gd start? but the things he say veri weird lor.. haiz~ like ask my not to be soo attach to the vball ppl... gosh... why? cos frens AREN"T for life... tt wat he says... haiz~ not true rite? haiz.. den he says family more impt.. trying to argue tt both are impt but kinda lose?
haiz.. den started telling us abt family commitments n stuffs.. haiz~ n indirectly saying my mum for her poor upbringing for us two.. mus be my late nights back.. haiz~ den he aso like say he like has done quite a lot for the family.. having jus O level qualifications, he can single handedly bring us both to jc education, buy condo for us... n tell us next time we start a family.. muz be be double income family... he tonight like kinda blaming my mum lor.. haiz.. or i too sensitive liao.. i dunno lah~ totally sianed after the tok~
not trying to belittle his efforts in the family lah... but he cant liddat belittle my mother 's efforts lor... haiz.. wat's more HIS WIFE's efforts~ haiz..

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yeah!!! i finally bought the wallet!! ha.. went to heeren after work~ den stayed at the wallet shop for veri long.. ha... was looking at all the wallets dere.. ha.. den was tinking between the renoma one n the pierre cardin ones.. ha.. den finally decided to take the pierre cardin one.. ha... loyal fan of pierre cardin wallets.. ha.. didnt get the new arrivals one.. but the one i bought quite recent? ha... kinda feel guilty after buying lah... same as the time i bought tt wallet.. ha... but i believe i will use it for long.. lol... my tt 1st wallet i used for like 4 yrs plus leh~ ha...
work todae super boring.. practically no customers lor.. haiz.. dere goes my commisions... cant even cover my meals... sian~
going to the musical on sat!! ha.. wonder how will it be like~ lol... 1st time paying so much for a tic~ lol... hope i dun regret paying sooo much~ ha.... looking forward to sat n tml too.. wonder how the ambience at the cafe ps is bringing us tml will be like.. hee... the cafe got quite a nice name~ star grazing cafe~ ha... hope the place is as gd as it's name~ lol...

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work todae was boring... wati finally came.. she's been off for 3 days.. sometimes i wonder who actually is the part timer... ha...
emily came over to see me in the morning~ chat wif her.. her hair is like kinda blonde.. lol... heard her sales at OG not veri gd~ one day she like onli sell a wallet.. den she asking for transfer to chinatown~ ha.. so todae she is going to chinatown~ hope sales is gd for her.. hee...
my dere came a guy promoter.. not my brand one, anotherbrand.. he is weird! ha... didnt really talk to him lah~ but frm his dressing n walking he is not the norm~ haha.. he was wearing tis vest todae lah.. wif a white shirt inside.. den the back of the vest can adjust the tightness one lah.. den he adjust till like u can see tis slim waist... ha.. n he was the topic among the other brand promoters lah~ ha...
took 24 home den walked home... as i walked under a tree, the fruits keep dropping.. ha... tink it was ripe plus the strong wind... blew them off the branches... but lucky none hit my head... ha... wind was damn strong wen i walked home... cld even see the water flowing out frm the fountains changing their directions.. ha... instead of the normal flowning straight down, it flowed sideways... ha.. quite a nice scene...
past by the swing~ ha.. been wanting to sit on them for sooo soooo long~ lol.. but evrytime pass by is always alone.. sian... find alone go sit dere veri funny leh~ ha.. den tooo bad my hse no swing~ ha.. got playground but no swing~ ha..

rambled @ 7:11 PM

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rambled @ 11:58 PM

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haven been bloggin tt often as i used to liao~ but i'm still slping late as usual~ = P
todae von came to find me after HER work~ ha.. yup.. she's working~ n todae is her 1st day~ selling some jewellery.. den after work wen wif her go find shoes~ ha.. in the end she bought one comfy shoes.. ha.. felt like spending but didnt wanna spend on shoes... ha.. feel like buying clothes leh~ ha.. but i cant!! lol.. gotta save~~ lol...
den von told me she dunno wat to buy for the person for Vday~ acty me too leh~ haiz~ hey gals~ tell me wat u wan? ha.. cant be too ming xian i giving who.. not no fun liao~ lol.. den von ask me wat i wan~ha.. i now targeting a long wallet~ but i wan pierre cardin one~ lol.. den she like tell me tt can onli be like my 21st bdae pressie~ ha.. lol.. but recently wen to the wallet shop see see the designs i dun like leh~ haiz~ mayb i shld soo limit myself to pierre cardin onli ba~ but i like pierre cardin wallets leh~ ha.. dunno why~ mayb cos my 1st long wallet is pierre cardin one~ lol.. but frankly it's really kinda ex lah~ ha.. really cant stand my small wallet le~ getting sick of folding my notes.. hate to do them.. esp wen i receive new notes~ hee.. shall go shop for a new wallet~ hee.. to the person getting me Vday gift~ aye.. i still dunno wat i wan.. ha... shall tell u wen i noe? haha.. since i dunno who.. tink i'll msg all u gals~ hah... wait for my sms~ ha...
checked the calendar~ Vday is on a monday~ wen u gals celebratin? on the actual day or wat? cos me will be still working so nidta go plan.. keep me inform~ = )
take care all ppl reading tis~ i miss all my frens~

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woo.. congratulate me~ ha... been working for a month liao... ha... but.... i haven got my 1st pay!!! ha.. sian....
went to the ntu talks yesterday..missed the business talks... haiz... den wen to the mass comm n design talks.. den i'm kinda interested in the design courses.. lol.. but dun tink i'm creative enuff leh.. ha.. is kinda interested in the marketing area.. seems fun.. designing adverts n stuffs for the product.. cool leh.. i find.. told ny parents i interested in the design call see how course.. my pa's reply: it's not suitable for you... mayb he is rite~ haiz.. shall see how lah~ still got time rite?
guess i got no reputation among the vball ppl liao~ ha.. ming yu sao di.. lol.. well, do i even hav one to start wif in the 1st place? ha... lol...
work todae was super slack.. ha... spent the whole day todae chattig wif the promoters near me.... ha.. but mainly was toking to joyce n alicia.. ha.. den todae makan wif joyce.. ha... they two quite easy going one leh~ ha.. so now got ppl to cha wif so wun be tt boring? ha.. but sales todae kinda sucky~ ha.. tt why i cld afford to chat wif them two.. lol.. den veri qiao tt alicia knows wuling... wuling used to be her collegue in the madarin hotel.. ha... so qiao.. lol... den somehow we toked abt BGR.. joyce is attached to a guy 2 yrs older den her n they have been together for 1yr n 3mths liao.. ha.. den alicia jus ended her 3 yr relationship.. sad for her.. haiz~ been half a yr tt he broke up wif her n i guess she haven really got over him... worse ting was tt the guy was in her same class n same cca somemore.. after they broke up, daily contact was unavoidable.. gosh~ cant imagine if i was her... 3 yrs relationship ended jus liddat.. reason? cos of O'level... dots~ kinda find tis reason stupid n lame~ haiz~ does BGR really tt distracting tt it will affect the Os? haiz~ personally find the reason stupid~ sian.. den heard frm her tt the guy who was aso one of the promoter dere too was aso nursing a broken heart..
his case was sad too.. the gal who accordig to alicia was a pretty lady who is working at car express, recently broke up wif him.. reason: she fell for another... haiz~ change of heart... gosh~ sad for the guy... heard frm alicia, he really like the gal.. so sad hearing these sad cases... feel sad for them...
now i know the real reason behind my trotters le~ ha.. it's the tonic soups!!! argh!! gotta avoid them like some plaugue liao... sian.. now my hand is back to its trotters state.. but thanks goodness it's not as bad as the previous time.. luckily tt time i onli drank a bowl n didnt finish the the whole pot.. ha...
and i really really love vball!! ha.. going back to play ball is jus sooo wonderful.. esp the da dui.. lol... but i'm tinking if i go down the next time wld i still get to da dui not? heard dere is alot of players leh~ liddat will i get to play? ha.. cos if dun get to play not fun leh~ ha.. n i find tt the guys kinda sceptical abt the gals playing wif them.. ha.. gals aren't tt weak k? ha.. they shld go see how yushan plays~ ha... suddenly i'm missing nas training~ haiz~ those were the days~

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woo.. today the sales in the morning was gd~ ha... a great start for the day~ ha.. after break the sales like dropped like siao~ ha.. cld stand dere n took to jing n jass for so long n no nid entertain customers lor~ ha..
mac's twister fries is nice.. den accompanied jing to the tok abt amway~ ha.. boring tok~ leave halfway during the slideshow~ it was super sian.. wat's worse is dere is someone behind u toking, explaining stuffs!~ haiz~
went borders.. planning to buy a book to read leh~ nv see one tt is interesting~ went cold storage later.. bought Baci!! ha.. one of my faves chocolates~ tink it's better than F.C.. den it's aso sth like fontune cookies? ha~ the note in my chocolate: They do not love that do not show their love~ Shakespeare... ha~ kinda true i find~ ha~
knee was aching as i walked home~ sian sian sian~hope it jus dun get worse~ tink mayb i shld refrain frm styaing out late liao~ haiz~ pressurised by my parents lor~ haiz~ i todae cos was wif jing they all till 10 liddat~ den took bus home instead of train.. cos wanna compare which route cheaper mah~ den bus journey aso longer one.. so btw the time reach home abt 1130 liao~ reach home my pa not in~ after i bathe n stuff den he came home~ why he so late? cos he was waiting at the side gate for me~ speechless plus dotsful~ haiz~ nothing to say~ feel pressurise lor~ haiz~ i'm big liao~ no longer a kid~ dun be tt protective can? haiz~ know he is concern lah~ but liddat i wun feel gd abt it lor~ haiz~ mayb i shld go get a 9-5 job to please him~ haiz~
btw to ally: 1st time i read ya blog the entry so long~ ha~

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went to slp at 11.. ha.. den had to wake up at 430 cos my rm's air con nids servicing.. so had to wake up lor~ haiz~ still slpy slpy~ den went to find sth to eat~ ha.. haven eat anything since i came back~ ha.. super hungry~ lol.. but didnt eat much cos dinner is starting too~ ha~
super tired~ haiz~ time seems to fly sooo fast~ so fast tml some of my class guys are going ns liao~ it's so fast tt jus a few more mths i'm gonna get my results.. sth which i seriously dread alot~ den my bro gonna take his As... den he soon going ns... den it'll be 2006 liao~ ha...
will be working tml~ kinda getting to be sian~ ha.. no customers lor~ lol..
will be looking forward to 15 jan~ ha.. ally~ remember our date k? lol.. =P

rambled @ 6:06 PM

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back frm the chalet.. was raining.. luckily jing's father fetching me back~ ha.. grateful~ hee.. not i dunno wat time i will get home~ ha... didnt slp the whole nite~ lol.. had fun wif my class ppl~ lol..
gals onli me n jing stayed.. den the guys got miao xin, wilson, wei liang,yan zhang, yong ming, guo jian, wilfred, pei zhou, dennis and amos stayed over... played murderer den some left.. den played polar bear~ ha... quite fun acty~ ha.. den latabreak go snacking.. den some wen to slp.. so left me guo jian yong ming n wilfred play bridge while jing, yz n pei zhou went out to buy snacks.. bridge was fun~ ha.. interesting to play till like lousy cards aso can win at the last min~ ha.. den yz they all came back, guo jian n yong ming went to slp.. so left the 5 of us lor.. ha...was eating melted chocolate wif mashmallows n potatoes chips den lata played truth or dare~ ha.. spin the bottle~ lol.. played a few rounds den changed to dare or dare~ ha.. no more interested in the truths~ ha.. den played till abt 630am den changed to heart attack~ ha... played till abt 7 plus den waited at the lobby dere for jing's father~ ha.. well, enjoyed myself n of cos i jus loved my class~ ha...
back home i'm super tired~ ha.. on the car journey back i was like dozing off.. but tried to keep myself awake.. cos i noe if i slp arh~ sure cant wake up one~ ha... teary eyes~ haha.. den home bathe came online to blog while waiting for my hair to dry one.. but my ma played the show, a world without thieives.. den i'm stuck to the show~ ha.. the show is super nice!! touching lor~ haiz~ sad ending.. cried~ sooo sad~
tink i'm reaching my ultimate liao~ ha.. yesterday after work rushed down chalet den nv slp.. ton till todae morning.. now 11 liao still haven go slp~ ha... dying soon~ lol..

rambled @ 9:14 AM

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todae sales was like bad~ soo sian~ like nobody lor.. haiz~ saw one channel 8 actor den followed by my fave sg idol~ ha.. tink he quite well like by the gals? lol.. 2nd time i saw him n tis time wif 2 gals~ ha... he dressing now like kinda funky style~ trying to prove he not beng? ha.. dunno lah~ lol...
felt kinda better after saying things out.. but was super uneasy saying them out lor~ ha.. guess i'm not one who can really express my inner emotions ba~ ha~
finished the deception point le~ finally.. tink it took me ages~ lol.. the book is super duper nice!!! ha... wen ever did i ever complain dan brown's bks are sucky anyway? ha... super amazed to find out in the world dere exist such technology lor.. guess i'm a frog in a well~ lol.. totally impressed.. lol..
jus found out tt i dun get double working on PH~ -_-" den aso jus realised acty i dun really hav to work 6 days a wk~ ha.. as long as dere is someone to cover the counter it's ok~ ha~ so guess i'm taking more offs~ lol.. but tt wld hav to mean i hav to compromise my pay a little~ hmm... shld i or shld i not?

rambled @ 11:48 PM

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woo~ jus back frm the meeting wif the 5 of them~ lol... enjoyed myself totally... ha.. been ages since we out together le~ hee... had our belated exchanging of xmas pressie frm jasmine.. got chocolate which i dun tink i she de to eat~ n earrings.. ha... went fish n co to eat.. den quite humourous lah~ lol.. got eye candy for us to see n is our topic for the nite.. ha.. tink van n jas hook on him liao.. ha.. van keep looking at him laughing out loud n jas keep wanting to come back fish n co~ ha... saw mr leonard koh dere too.. lol.. great seeing him~ lol.. still the same~ lol..
went mac to take more pics.. lol.. took real nice ones dere~ ha.. waiting for von to upload them n tell me the webby so i can go download them into my com~ ha...
was super 'early' wen i came home yesterday~ ha.. reached home at 230am~ =P went to esplanade to catch corrinne may's LIVE performance~ WOOO!!! SHE IS DAMN GOOD!!!! her vocals is strong n she has substance~ ha.. like her new songs too~ mermerised by her singing.. lol.. after her performance stayed for a rock band? not sure wat genre they belong.. it's electrolite i tink.. tt their band's name ba.. hope i didnt spell it wrongly~ find the lead singer voice is no bad.. but the music kinda loud? lol.. tink lihui will like the music ba~ ha.. it was not bad lah.. jus tt my ears couldnt take the heavy base ( do u spell it tt way.. got a strong feeling it isn;t.. ha.. ) after tt went lau pak sa wif pei sheng to makan~ ha.. it was him who told me abt the corrinne may's concert.. ha.. thanks to him i didnt miss a great event... hee.. den saw yang jun wei meeting up wif corrinne may n frens dere makaning.. lol... after finishing our food den we walking to st andrew's church to take NR7 back home~ ha.. didnt wanna take cab home frm town~ ex lah~ lol.. bus fare was $3.. lol.. was complaining.. but it's cheaper tt cab lor.. ha.. so i had to shut my complains~ lol..
crap alot wif ps on the way home~ ha... was laming wif each other.. lol.. enjoyed myself but was guilty for reaching home late lah~ ha.. start of the yr i was like home at 230am liao~ ha.. wat a way to start my new yr~ lol.. ha~

rambled @ 11:50 PM

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Ha.. tis shall be the last entry for the year.. but by the time I upload tis entry it’s laready next yr.. so it’s the longest entry I ever typed? Lol..
Work todae was boring at the start.. cos no customers.. so the promoters dere were like all chit chating.. one thing the floor manager was on leave mah~ ha… so wen the supervisors not ard.. can see the promoters grp together to chit chat.. ha.. todae been talking to ocean for veri long.. ha.. wonder if the supervisor chris got see not.. ha… hope she doesn’t complain me to hazelle.. lol… den went for break wif jasmine n ocean.. it’s the 1st n I tink the last time I have my break wif the ppl working dere.. ha…todae was their last day… cos sch’s starting.. so practically todae was the last day for most of the ppl dere.. den tink my age de promoters all like todae last day.. except for tt new guy ba.. haven really toked to him so dunno his age.. ha.. but he look young leh.. guess he is like 17? haha... den tink the youngs one will onli left me n him~ lol..
wonder how's sales like later ( now already 1230am.. ha..) later shall be the 1st time i'm working on a public holi~ hee... hope it's gd~ lol.. i want my commisions~ lol.. n i jus realised my job de pay acty not bad considering among the other promoters leh~ ha.. cos i 1 hr $6.. den i part time still got commission.. den part time no commision den 1 hr $5.50 lor.. but jasmine's (fellow promoter dere) although her pay onli $5.50 but her break is paid~ lol.. my no lor~ ha..
den stayed home watch tv.. felt sad tt the channel U coming to an end.. watched their special program.. felt kinda sad... sad esp to the news grp~ haiz~ the whole team disbanded lor... so sad~ felt they are doing a better job then channel 8 lor... esp their live transmision is much much better then the channel 8's one.. the other time saw channel 8 live tramission.. it was lagging lor... hmm... den they arent keep the ppl wif a better skills.. haiz~ sad case~ wonder wts gonna happen to the future programs~ haiz~ sometimes tink competion is gd lor.. but too bad $$ not enuff~ haiz~
acty i tot 31 dec my relatives staying till midnight.. but apparently they aren't.. so exactly i can meet frens for countdown one.. but as the time passes.. receive msgs frm frens to ask me join them for countdown~ ha.. 1st was ally they all den pei zhou den kor~ ha.. all 3 grps at 3 diff areas~ ha.. ally they all at down town, my class at esplanade, kor they all at his new hse.. ha... den go one of them nvgo the other 2 will feel guilty leh~ plus so late den go meet them den lata late late come home, parents will bu fang xin.. den make me guilty too.. so mus as well stay home better~ hee.. one thing i lazy to move too.. lol..
haiz~ tink being a gal constantly leave my parents worrying abt me lor.. ha.. esp after i'm working.. wen i work afternoon shifts esp, tend to come home late~ den they sometimes will stay up n wait for me.. make me feel paiseh.. den sometimes i will fed up lor... pls... i'm big liao.. but noethey care for me lah~ but they stay up i feel bad lor.. sometimes make me tink i shld change job~ but kinda like tis job~ ha... den tt night went out wif kor, hay n lisi.. came home abt 1 plus mah~ den my ma stay up late lor.. bu fang xin.. keep calling.. haiz~ may b they nid to get used to me staying out late? hee...
haven been slping early tis days~ slping late n waking early.. haiz~ it's sooner or later i fall ill onli.. plus my irregular meal times.. haiz~
finally able to meet the all the 5 gals liao~ ha.. almost cldn't make it~ hee... gd thing wati willing to take leave so tt we both can hav out plans go on as per normal~ hee.. she is not tt bad afterall lah.. ha~
new yr new begining~ wonder how my yr tis yr wld be like? hee.. hope tis will be a gd yr~ = )

rambled @ 1:23 AM

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