2005 coming to an end... been in uni for abt half a year liao... kinda adjusted to uni life n hall life liao... but seriously been super busy with hall stuffs especially during the holis that i feel that i've been neglecting my family n friends... sometimes i feel frustrated for all my commitments and busy schedule... but it was my choice so i shldnt be complaining abt the busy schedules i have.. but sometimes i feel lonely cos it seems like no one understands wat i'm going through and is able to be there to support me... oh well.... mayb cos i'm often alone in my room ba... so loneliness tends to set in more easily... bleh....

rambled @ 11:07 PM

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been mia for a veri veri long time... been super busy wif all the trainings... even if i'm back early which is super duper seldom, i'll be busy catching up my slp...

so far my injury status quite bad i shld say... injured my ankle the other time rite? didnt acty waited for it to fully recovered before i went back to my trainings and competitions... so somehow it nv got better... then cos it nv really got better, so i've been stressing my the other leg... and yes... one day my the other leg started to get angry and tada... another sprained ankle and a veri veri weak knee.... so basically now i'm veri veri mummfied acty... jus tt i dun wrap myself up unless i'm in match or trainings... quite bad but cant really rest lah... IH period is where all my competitions are... onli time to rest is after all the matches lor...

sometimes i jus hope i can nua the whole day at home... but tink to be able to nua in hall is already a super luxury le man... haiz.... busy busy busy

rambled @ 10:58 PM

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I just sooooooo bloody suay today!!!!!

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE!!!!!! haiz...

i got frenly on sat which i really really want to play... gonna be playing against temasek hall frm NUS then got this gal quite zai one.. wanna receive her balls.. think playing wif her will help improve my skills but now sprained ankle..
doubt they will let me play on sat liao.. cos next wed our first vball match... haiz.. hope i'll recover in time. sooooo damn sian...

then i dropped my hp.. dropping my hp is common liao.. but tis time drop liao my screen some parts dieded.. haiz.. they turned black lor.. cant see anything lor... sianed.. haiz...

went to see the doc for my sprained ankle then also shun bian see my sprained finger.. ha.. so now i like mummy liddat.. lol.. wrap finger n ankle.. lol..

rambled @ 10:20 PM

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i'm damn busy.. haiz... but i'm glad i am able to squeeze out some time to meet the gals.. hee.. meeting the gals is always fun... hee... we drew lots... finally.. to the person i'm getting present to.. i really dunno what to get u leh... you wanna hint me?? haha.. and to the person getting me presentS.. haha.. note the 's' there?? hee... my christmas wish list is very long this year... i tink i'll post in permanent on my blog somewhere.. when i got time.. hee.. so stay tune k? hee..

my father complete the full marathon org by standard chartered today.. 42km in 4h 20mins... i think my father quite good leh... hee.. but he isnt veri happy wif it.. so he says he wants to try again next yr.. haha.. will support him in spirit.. haha...

rambled @ 9:57 PM

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I'M DAMN TIRED!!!!!!! jus had my first proper meal at 8pm.. and i had bball training at 815am, then went out to buy banner cloth then meeting till 7 plus.

argh... super tired now.. really wan to slp le.. but cant.. got sth at 10pm and now onli 930pm... endure half an hour more. haiz.. damn busy since my last exam paper... sianed.. it's much more busy than my sem days lor... haiz.. but partly my fault ba.. joined 4 sports.. so hav to juggle jcrc, HO and the 4 sports trainings... haiz.. but already buy the 3 sports jerseys.. (abit regret buying netball..) but too bad lor... buy liao and dun wan to waste money so shall play lor..

but shall complain too much lah... qifang, she joined 8 sports.. reduced from 10 last year and she was publicity head last yr which is the current post i'm having... and tis yr although she joined 8, she also has to juggle her vice president duties.. truly admire her man...

haven really plan my sat events... but dun worry gals.. not matter how tired i will still find a way to meet u gals... tink i shall plan tml ba.. hopefully...

i'm damn sian too.. cos of my injuries.. haiz.. tink i'm super injury prone.. after my first softball training i had a bad blister on my left thumb.. then today after my bball training i have a sprained right index finger.. walao.. now i'm like handicapped and my daily rountine is super duper affected.. the sprain seems quite bad... it's swollen n bruised.. haiz.. wonder wat's up next.. tml my vball training... super duper sian....

i'm going to sign 500 cards soon.. haha.. think my hand is going to die man.. lol.. but on the brighter side it'll giv me a taste of the celebrity.. haha.. jus no flashing camera lights.. lol...





sometimes i feel that nobody understands... guess it's cos they aren't me ba...

it's sad to be misunderstood.
it's sad to be alone on the other side....
it just seems that i'm left all alone to fend for myself...
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rambled @ 9:26 PM

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