dunno why i'm super tired... veri veri sleepy... when to tmall with my mum... ha... bought back alotsa food stuffs... yummy yummy... hee...

going back hostel = no internet connections.. sad lah.. but think it's better to go back tonight then tml morning ba.. can sleep later and avoid the damn super long n crazy queue... ha... =P being piggy here... and oops... i haven finish reading my notes for tml lecture... =P

ha.. changed of plans as i type this entry... my mum is super against me going back at night... ya.. so going back tml... tt means i have ta wake up at 730am tml~~ =S

the show is nice.. ha... glued to it liao... hee...

rambled @ 8:11 PM

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homecoming wasnt really a success.. kinda sad lah.. but glad it's over lah... =)


am i now back to square one? find that i'm back.. lost... what am i gonna do?? what should i do?? sometimes the heart and the mind doesnt work as one.. and it's frustrating especially when they are working against each other.. all so confuse...

what am i to you? seriously want to know... tired of guessing... sometimes i think i know but sometimes i dont... but i know i shouldn't expect much... also dunno why am i still stuck at this point... thought i've moved on but everytime when i look back.. it seems like i'm stuck at the same spot... it's sickening... veri veri sickening.. kinda pissed at myself for being liddat...

i shouldnt expect anything from you already rite... yes... i shouldnt... i wont... it's time to expect more from others... moving on.... next chapter.... next story...

rambled @ 9:15 PM

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when back school yesterday to get my course materials... so sian.. when there then like couldnt get everything cos some were out of stocks liao... so sad.. that means we'll have to make another trip down the next day.. but the things that we got on the first day was damn heavy lah...gosh.. carry till my fingers are sore and numb from the lack of blood circulation...

after getting our materials, back to hostel.. jass's og meet up quite early for dinner so she left first... then later me meet my og too... dinner was settled at mos burger at somerset there... the guys werent full enough after the mos's meal that they when down to the food court for 2nd round.. ha.. i didnt join them although the mos's meal didnt truly satisfy me too.. ha... and veri qiao that gp in tj was sitting jus beside our table.. and he was marking gp scripts lor... and it was like near 10pm liao...

anyway, after the guys are satisfied with their 2nd round... we made our way to rouge.. which was veri near.. ha... almost our whole og was down at rouge to support our og mates who made it to the pagnent.. hee... was kinda excited at first cos think it will be fun... think it might be somehow like the yz's one at zouk... but sadly... the host for the night is super sucky.... haiz.. spoils the whole mood.. and think we think he's gay... the interview with the girls is sooo short while the interview with the guys is super long lah... haiz.. but most of the time i could hear what he is saying cos he is either mumbling or his weird accent to too weird....

finally the thing ended and it's party time... and somehow my og decided to go to the dance floor... pengs... not a dancer lor... then when down with them and just anyhow shake lor.. ha... but seriously i cant dance lah... no sense of rhythm... lol... and so paiseh the ppl keep pushing me into the circle they form and ask me to dance wif another guy.. pengs.. so paiseh... when to rest after my legs n mind n eyes ached... not used to the heart throbbing music n flashing lights n 'dancing'... so when out and sat wif some of my og ppl and chat while waiting for the bus to fetch us back to hall...

on the bus some were drunk.. some drunkards were silently resting... some vomited... gosh.. first time see drunkardS.. then arrived the hall liao... could see more than one seh liao lor.. some vomitted.. some couldnt even walk.. had to be carried back to the room.. gosh... kinda horrified by the sight... not to mention during the dance floor aso when i saw guys literally eating the gals' doufu... and how some ppl could really shake...

lucky for me i dun hav to wake up early this morning to rush for lessons.. but still hav to wake up quite early for lunch then order my laptop n get my materials that were out of stocks yesterday..

finally managed to get my materials... but they were tooo heavy for me n jass to handle... so called my guy frens to help... ha... lucky they willing to help.. not i wonder how are we gonna carry them back man... ha... and kinda lucky that it went out of stocks yesterday lah.. if not i seriously think we couldnt move back to our room lor.. too heavy...

then had to get stuffs for my homecoming gathering tml... finally manage to get the importants ones... couldnt get all that i wanted.. so hav to make do lor... tml is the big day.. hope it will be a success... *crossing fingers*

rambled @ 1:31 AM

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Your Love Style is Pragma

You believe love is logical - or at least it should be You've thought a lot about what you want from someone And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!

You May Be a Bit Dependent ...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned. You need a lot of support in your life, at all times. It's difficult for you to survive on your own... And you don't reallly think you ever could.

You Are Pretty Logical

(You got 50% of the questions right) You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

rambled @ 3:07 PM

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kinda glad that i dont have any lessons this week... cos this week of lesson free helped me to tie loose ends for my homecoming lor.. sooo many loose ends.. and being mia frm the committee for a week plus.. joining back is soo alien.. i'm lost lor.. where they are noe n stuffs.. aiyo.. and the event is this sat lor... pengs...

can imagine how the evaluations gonna be liao.. haiz.. the reponse for the event aso not good... so sad... haiz.. make do wif what we have lor.. just hope it'll be a success lah.. hee... after that i'm gonna be mia abit frm alumni n concentrate on my studies liao..

my course materials veri expensive lor.. haiz.. but my 1st sems stuffs seems fun.. lol.. will be doing drawing.. hope i can handle them.. lol.. and just by buying pencils i already spent $33+ leh.. haiyo.. and there is more to come... i need to work liao.. i'm getting broke... i need money... boo...

rambled @ 11:25 PM

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Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

rambled @ 1:45 AM

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finally free to blog.. ha... shall recall what happened during my 'mia' days.. hee..

today is the official start of uni life.. had talk in the morning.. it was boring... then went to the eca fair.. signed up for the volleyball n art fusion club... the food club interest me too.. but i didnt sign up for it.. hee... then had lunch with my OG mates then waited for jass to go for our course orientation..

had another round of talks then finally able to get out of the lecture room to tour round the studios n workshops... all are new n COOL!! ha.. excited about school lor... hee.. will be mainly doing drawing this semester.. then we'll also be doing scupture.. ha.. sounds fun.. lol...

had dinner with my OG mates then came home.. cause my lessons only starts next week.. hee...

....my hall camp.....

day 1: was late for the thing... so joined the group slightly later.. they were in the midst of their ice-breaker games.. then played ice breaker games too.. suppose to state your name n course.. then the next person got to say the previous people's name n course... so those at the end quite suay... cos they have a long list to remember.. ha.. and lucky i'm the first person... but i'm like treated as an alien.. cos my course sounds strange to them.. ha... had games till quite late.. then had to design n paint our group banner... and being an art n design student, i'm being pushed to do it lah... pengs.. so ask then contribute ideas then i draw lor... ha.. after painting it all ended at 3am.. only managed to sleep at 4plus..

day 2: had to gather for breakfast at 745am.. only had a few hours of sleep.. and the place is super cold.. n my room windows were close lor.. ha.. it was raining in the wee hours lah.. the rain quite heavy arh.. my OG mates like all seems to be awake due to the loud thunder.. but i was awake by the coldness.. ha.. how pig i was.. lol.. then it was a day of water games n sports games and the last item for the day was mud slide lor.. lol... then at night had mystery night.. something like fright night.. but we had to go through a story lah.. suppose to be detectives trying to solve the murder case.. then some places go in big groups, some in 2 pairs n some in pairs... was assigned to your partners one.. then my partner happened to be this tall tall guy lah.. quite good.. ha.. helped my ease my fears lor.. lol.. he also damn crappy.. lol... then our group manage to like narrate the whole story similiar to the original script.. ha.. so proud of our analytical skills.. lol.. the actors n actresses for the night were also veri good... thumbs up for them all.. hee.. then sleep at 4 plus again..

day 3: had this stupid sdu matchmaking thingy.. find it stupid lah.. if not i could like slept longer? damn tired lor.. then saw my cousin there too.. it's a joint hall activity lah.. then chatted with him... apparently his hall not enough guys.. so he had to act freshies.. ha... photo hunt in ntu... then at night more games... again slept at 4 plus..

day 4: had amazing race outside ntu campus... running ard.. then the highlight of the day was our station at carrefour.. ha.. we gotta get as many items as possible and the total price must be $14.96 or less.. but for every 3 cents difference 1mark will be deducted.. then our group managed to get 35 items ( the most items ) and the total bill is $14.96.. COOL rite?? haha... then our checkpoint is at east coast.. then waited for the last group who like dun even bother to play the game to come back before bbq starts... during bbq, it's like lame jokes sharing sessions lor.. jokes super lame lor.. but most of them i forget liao.. too cold.. ha.. then it was also the secret pal night.. haiz.. the secret pal not secret for me lah.. cos the 1sr day we the secret pals partner were blind folded n need to touch 6 body parts; hair, ear, nose, hand, pinky n shin. then his hair n ear sooo prominent lor.. spikey hair n ear stud on his ear.. after the being free of my sight n going for the next game, i saw him liao lor.. so easy to guess.. but he didnt managed to guess correctly that i'm his SP, so had to do punishment.. eat banana without our hands... haiz.. went home at night since we are at east coast.. ha..

day 5: finally got to sleep at home.. so couldnt wake up in time to join them for the beach games at east coast... met them back in hall for the senior date.. my senior date was sick.. gosh.. he was like whole face white lor... sacry.. then on the bus ride there he like want to puke too.. he seems so xin ku.. felt guilty asking him out lor... then after he caught some sleep then he was better lah.. the master dinner was fun n havocing.. ha... but fun lah.. then after the thing went home again.. cos next tday had quilsilver compeitition..

day 6: cos of the quilsilver then missed the pool games... but the ebach compeitition was quite fun lah.. but seriously think we could hav gone through the 2nd round one lor... haiz.. dunno wat happen lah.. then the last game.. i was super lagging lah.. so sad... got this ball i ming ming dao wei liao... but in the end it flew n i kiss the ball.. so sad... ha.. then after that went back to hall.. and went through the block initiation.. ha.. it's also something like a tekan sessions lah.. but some stations were meaningful lah.. it's there for u to learn sth.. while some is just purely tekaning... then at this particular station; cross rope station.. walao... i was like stuck there forever lor.. just couldnt cross... and i keep falling n hurting myself.. got once i like swung myself 180 degrees.. then another i fell n now there is a briuse at my back.. not to mention the other numerous times i fell and had rope burns... haiz.. then went through the drain thingy.. so suay first group to do it.. then we had to be soaked in the 'pond' the longest lah.. we had to be soaked in it till all the groups completed it lor.. and they like only put the other group in when one group came out.. was super cold n tired lah.. was soo cold to the extend tt i almost cried...

day 7: break camp at 6 plus 7... then wash up and pack up... had breakfast with those going home then home sweet home to sleep... ha...

hall camp was fun despite being soo hiong.. lol.. think i'm falling in love with hall 6.. ha.. btw.. saw dequan's gf n zhiwei's younger brother and kaiyang's elder brother in hall 6.. ha.. sooo qiao.. lol..

rambled @ 12:25 AM

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went ikea with shiqi to shop for our hostel stuffs... didnt buy much but spend $73.30 lor.. haiz.. costly... hope my june commission is high to help cover my expenses this month... still haven buy finish lor.. still got another mat to buy, a bar fridge, mayb a shoerack, a small table, sth for our pantry corner.. ha... and the list will go on as we stay longer ba.. so gotta budget budget.. hee...

her brother fetch us from ikea to hostel.. then later went his room to see see while he pack.. he just shifted from hall 7 to hall 3... his room is brighter than ours.. and quite neat... guess mine room after staying for long wun be like his ba... hope can lah.. hee.. will try.. ha..

tml starting hostel camp le.. 6 days 5 nights... with internet access.. so no blogging n msning.. ha... anything call me.. hee.. so ppl can start missing me.. lol.. also haven start packing for my stuffs.. =P tml ba.. i'm just sooo tired now...

rambled @ 12:59 AM

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kor was sooo kind to drive me down to shift my stuffs.. hee... then finally get to mopped the floor.. super satisfied after doing so.. hee... then cleaned the cupboard again.. this time it's smelling much better due to the magic clean i brought along... =D then place moth balls in all dark corners.. ha... hanged my fragrance pack in the cupboard.. so it's smelling good... lol.. haven hang all my clothes.. still thinking how to arrange them.. hee...

after putting the bedsheets n pillows.. i'm sooo super satisfied... my room... lol... ha... but i know in a few more weeks... it's gonna be horrendous.. ha... people who know me will know why ba... lol... =P hopefully i can change for the better... hee..

tml going ikea with shiqi.. think we'll going to get a lamp for our room... it's dark lor... excited!!! BUT.... i'm gonna be super super broke..... haiz... can $$ fall from the sky???? hee...

rambled @ 12:09 AM

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when to clean my hostel room yesterday.. ha.. the room is big... lol.. bigger than the one i saw... but it looker older and darker too... guess there is never a perfect room? haha... went with jass to clean our rooms... our roommates not free yesterday.. so we had to clean our rooms alone... quite dusty the place.. but still ok lah.. heard hao ting's room was terrible..

kinda can imagine how to deco my room.. but the lazyness is lurking around.. ha..=P but think i'll clean my room again.. ha.. but the next time i'll be more prepared... will bring pails lah, detergents etc... ha...

realised i'm actually not very prepared to shift in.. lol... no bedsheets.. (at first thought can borrow from my brother one.. but i didnt know he only has 2 sets.. so pathetic... so i have to get new ones..) haven finish packing my clothes.. my shoes.. my toilet necessaties... ha..

btw i'll be staying on the 3rd floor and is neighbour with jass n joanna... hee...

rambled @ 10:49 AM

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worked this morning... almost missed my station.. ha.. too tired.. work was kinda boring... not much people today... and wagon was kinda empty.. so sales figure wasnt that good today..

july coming to an end.. looked at my punch card... ha.. only worked for 3 days... think the 'extra' money for aug is gonna be pathetic... and now my bank saving is dwindling...

scary.... haven got my laptop lor... haiz.. maybe i should start buying 4Ds, big sweep, TOTO etc.. ha.. who knows i might get lucky... lol... =P

somehow seems like i'm the only one getting excited about orientations, hostel n school... hmm.. although i haven been that enthu to haven packed my stuffs millions of years ago... =P somehow people ard me arent having that same excitement as me... hmm... oh well... enjoy the moment...

rambled @ 11:44 PM

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cooked spagetti n campbell soup for the 2 ladies today.. hee... after the sumptous meal had 2 rounds of majong... where i lost the most... n von the biggest winner... played one tai one dollar.. so in the end she won like $136.. ha.. BUT.... we only playing chips.. ha...

had swimming despite the light drizzle... wore my newly bought orange bikini... ha.. just bought it yesterday lor.. cos it was cheap n was quite comfortable in it.. $19.90 only leh.. most of the time i see it's like 70++

couldnt really swim.. ha... jas swam like 7 laps.. while me like 3 breadths onli?? ha.. stamina real bad.. i just couldnt swim lah.. =P then went for the steam bath... hope it burns all my fats away... ha...

but think no matter how much fats i burn due to the excercise... the dinner replace them all.. or maybe even add on... gosh.. my mum cooked alot... 5 dishes n a soup... then it doesnt just end there.. there was durian n 'rambutan'.. a container of delicious durians lor... n a big plastic bagful of 'rambutans'.. these 'rambutans' differ frm the normal one cos they are as hairy n heard frm my mum.. these 'rambutans' de seeds can eat one... ha... i'm full...

i need to be on a diet.... lol...

rambled @ 11:46 PM

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was back home at 11am plus.. went chalet last night with emily... it's was roy's chalet at downtown east.. met emily at ard 9 plus to go down together.. reached there most of them already like full.. so roy was cooking so me n emily just eat wat is cooked.. haha..

the bbq was the most chickeny bbq i ever went lah.. hee... chicken fillet, chicken dice, chicken wings, chicken satay , hotdog n crabsticks.. ha... so many chicken stuffs.. lol... then tried the various types of chicken.. lol.. got satay chicken, honey chicken n super honey chicken.. haha...

as usual, the fork in my hand never stops.. lol.. think i amazed the ppl there... ha.. oops... lol..

then went up the room, some were already playing majong.. then me emily n jerald n shen lang played bridge.. ha.. then the losers have to drink half a cup of volka sprite.. played quite long... then shen lang was super red... think he max liao.. then emily was aso red.. but she wasnt as bad as him although she drank the most... ha.. somehow i managed to escape the drinking quite a number of times.. so still ok lah.. haa..

then played heart attack, zhong ji mi ma, up down, name calling, heart attack, finger guessing throughout the night.. ha.. then punishment is also drink.. ha... then towards the end we like cheat? haha.. the volka we add like nv add liddat.. while the guys continue drink their red wine or beer.. ha...

had fun lah... but was super super shack when i reach home... ha.. mind was shutting down on my way home already.. ha.. von was talking to me but i was like wasnt really processing what she saying.. felt bad...

slpt frm 1215 to 5pm.. then accompanied my mum to my cousin's hse warming... the hse quite nice... but too inconvenient liao.. if u think my hse is worse than think hers is more worse than me lor.. without a car u stay then it's super super duper bu fang bian lor...

then chatted with my cousins about uni life... was more of like asking him abt hall life lah... cos he's in ntu aso mah.. in hall 10... helped my clarify some of my doubts and tell me stories too lah... ha.. through talking didnt know one of my cousin actually quite playful too.. ha.. surprise that he's the type that will like easily succumb to peer pressure one.. ha...

kinda looking forward to the camp n hostel life and the start of school... hee... think it's gonna be fun ba.. =P

i'm gonna be busy for the rest of this month le.. almost everday is packed.. gosh!!! unbelievable.....

rambled @ 10:59 PM

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slpt at 4plus near 5 this morning... and woke up at 7.15am.. only had a few hours of sleep... totally shacked... was late to school.. supposed to be there by 7.40.. reached there near 8am...

then started folding the compass into the envelopes to be sent out to the alumni ppl... didnt print out the flyer from home.. so couldnt have the flyers printed while i fold to save time... after mdm lee's lesson then able to get the flyers n tickets printed.. by then chuan hui has arrived to help out.. she fold n slot the compass while i number the tickets.. hee...

school happened to have a event so got cater food.. as usual got leftovers.. so mr ong came over to ask us to go n help ourselves.. hee... took food then saw mr wong and chatted with him n chuan hui over lunch.. hee.. feels good talking to him... miss him leh.. ha...

then back to work... finally finish numbering the tics... had to wait for mdm lee for the cutter.. so when to see mr wong's baby's photo... he's sooooo cute!!! haha... wanna see matthew (his child's name) in person leh... hee.. find matthew look more like mrs wong leh.. ha... but his photo taken when he was wks old n his photo now look different leh.. ha... as if like 2 diff babies liddat.. ha... when he was small look like mr wong... small eyes... ha..

chatted with mr wong too... so huan nian.. haha... and his table is stil as messy as ever.. haha... and it's getting worse.. haha... last time when i was still in school, his messyness only take one table.. now he's like occuppying 2 tables liao lor... poor mr sim... ha... sooner or later scare his table might be 'swallowed' by mr wong.. ha... =P

then a teacher came over to discuss something with him so i went back to do my stuffs lah.. didnt want sit there n do nothing so use pen knife to cut first... ha... not long later mdm lee came n lend us the cutter.. hee... but mr ong later lend us a better cutter.. haha.. so split jobs n cut.. hah...then sorted them in order and stapled them in tens... finally it's all done.. 500 tickets!! haha... so cool.. soo satisfied leh.. haha..

but it's not finished lor.. after packing up.. walked to tamp east cc for meeting... ha.. meeting ended at 8pm... 12 hrs of work... and soo little sleep... shack shack shack... but kinda satisfied.. haha.. but time is running out.. ha.. just it's just my style of working ba.. last min.. haha.. =PPP

btw during my time in sch heard something sad... alicia goh is divorced... sad leh... her husband had a mistress.... they just got married lor... ha... so dun call her mrs tan if u see her k... haiz.... and lotsa teachers like left liao...all like new faces.. kinda weird weird...

rambled @ 8:59 PM

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just finished designing a flyer for the gathering.. ha.. always doing last min job.. =P

emily came over my hse today to slack? haha.. watched hse of fury n my bf is type b together.. ha.. both shows not bad lah.. hee... then painted her nails.. hee.. suppose to do mask together.. but no time.. plus she wasnt feeling too well at the end liao...

had a lengthy chat wif kor last night.. or shld i say early this morning? oh well.. the time is making me confused... ha.. shared quite a lot with each other.. =)

was thinking.. actually my life arent as dull as i think it is.. reflecting proves it so.. but how come i dun feel it? funny... too dulled to notice the happening things ard me?? dunno lah...

i miss you gals.. argee wif ally.. quality not quantity counts... so lets have our long awaited quality 'aunties' actities? ha...

today went out makan wif my mum... suddenly had tis thought.. everything in this world seems to be shrinking.. the zinger burger i bought had shrinked... people's morality seems to shrink.. the value of money seems to shrink also.. that's why prices are rising.. everyone's lifespan is shrinking as the clock ticks.. my guts shrunk as i grow older.. but will my love for my loved ones shrunk too? or has it already shrinking??

rambled @ 2:59 AM

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went to bowl wif von and minghui's frens... played only 2 games.. ha... my score super low.. lol... ball keep going the drain... ha... 1st game score was 40.. next game 50+.. ha... at least got improve? haha... oh well...

had to rush back to cook dinner so didnt join them after bowling le... mother didnt felt well so pass the cooking to me... lucky she ask me cook spagetti.. lol.. my fave and my na shou.. so didnt mind doing it... hee... and today the spagetti was just fine.. q enuff.... sauce was just nice.. not too much tomato sauce... but apparently my bro didnt like it.. ha... he want sauce to be more than noodle kind.. unlike me.. i prefer just nice... hee... but anyway... think i cant really cook.. haha... cos i can only handle one food at a time.. ha... cant cook like 2 or 3 dishes at a time.. lol.. that's something wat my mum can do lah.. not me... if i cook 2 or 3 dishes at a time.. there bound to be burnt food or mayb worse... fire?? ha...



guess i'm back to the state i tried to get out of... or maybe i didnt tried to get out and now then i realise the state i'm in... or maybe... there is tooo many 'maybe's... and there is too many questions... seriously i dunno what i should do... but think i shouldnt be trying to find out what i should do ba... cause the thing i should ask myself is what i want....... haiz...

rambled @ 8:26 PM

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went to watch superstar today.. managed to get a tic due to emily's connnection.. hee.. wasnt really a fan of any male contestant there lah.. cos this is just my third time watching this program.. ha... but cos we got the tickets from leon's family.. (leon is one of the contestant) so by right we shld support him.. hee... then emily's mum very enthu abt it.. hee... she even brought whistles for us to like create the atmosphere... hee...

only had 4 male contestants competing... think only one guy wasnt up to standard.. the other 3 was good... wonder which of the 3 will be out... think definitly not the guy who scored the highest today... he's super good lah.. ha...

went to had supper with emily and her mum... then emily told her mum i wanna get a boyfren... ha.. then her mum like giving me advice? haha... tell me i go uni sure got alot of guys one... then told me about the 被爱 theory.. hee... how 被爱 is more 幸福.. ha.. and apparently emily's mum saw lotsa real life examples... hee... so ask me to like choose wisely.. ha... dun go for the guy u really really like but for the guy who really really like you... ha... if only it could be that simple... ha... but actually heard about this theory before too... actually quite alot of times liao... hee..

but guess relationships are never that simple... dun think it's something that you can choose and have it one... if can... than think it's real fortunate... hee...

rambled @ 1:34 AM

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bbq today... before that went to watch a performance at expo.. it was some like of performance to like kick start racial harmony day celebration... then many different kinds of assiociations take part... got to know about cos of wei jie.. cos he's the one who asked me along mah.. ha... and he got tics cos his sis performing...

the performance was not bad.. hee... get to see performaners of different ages.. the little kids are soooo cute... haha... then some performance were ok.. some were terrific!! cool lor.. especially the last item... difficult to describe how cool that performance was... guess gotta see it with ya eyes... was quite worried for them when they perform too.. cos they doing some dangerous stunts mah.. hee... so generally the performance was nice and enjoyable.. hee..

after that went to meet jass, li n alvin.. wei jie didnt come along cos he wants to change his jeans.. hee... took 24 to meet jass they all.. then on the bus got this guy who was mentally unstable... suddenly he was screaming n like super agitated... which scared the wits of everyone in the bus... and cos he was sitting in the front, people started to move to the back... and the bus was packed with lotsa old aunties and uncles... his outbrust scared one of an old auntie especially... cos she was the nearest to him, other than the other lady who was out with that unstable guy..

at first i tot someone had fits... cos was a distance away and the bus was packed.. cos couldnt see carefully... only see hands waving in the air n hear shouting sounds... after ppl moved to the back and his second outburst then i realised what actually happened... scary.. but think he calmed down after his second outburst lah.. his gal fren was beside him like calming him?? anyway i alighted not long after his second outburst lah.. so dunno if he got third outburst not... hee..

bbq was quite a success? ha... just that everyone was kinda separated lah... but it's nice and heart warming to see faces that i haven see in like ages ago... but somehow felt out of place with so many people around... ha.. then plus see the 2 boys so poor thing bbqing all the way so when to help out... so at least i got something to do and dont feel that out of place.. ha... had fun bbqing the chicken wings... hee... but had to stop cos my thumb got numb from holding the tongs too long.. ha.. werid rite?? lol.. think there's something wrong with my way of holding?? haha...

didnt really eat alot lah.. more of drank alot.. hee.. so i was bloated not full.. ha... but the food still got leftovers... tot got more people then went to buy more food... haiz... wrong calculations... nvm... good thing is the leftovers arent that much lah.. hee... but the food today not very nice leh... ha.. think the standard dropped... hmm.. time to look for another caterer liao...



i'm all lost and confused... what do i want? what am i thinking? what am i doing? and what do you want? ...... if only things could be as easy as abc... if only... maybe time will show what are we thinking, doing n what is it all about.... maybe.... maybe not... aiya.. just enjoy the moment.. ha... life is too short to be spend on vexing problems... will just enjoy the moment... treasure the happy memories... treasure the time spent... treasure everything.....

rambled @ 12:08 AM

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3 things i wouldnt do alone:

* eating alone in a restuarant ( excepts fastfood restuarant lah)
* travel overseas alone (but maybe when i work, i need to then it's a different story)
* watching movie in cinema

3 things that i'm super scare of:

* cockroaches
* getting hurt
* horror movies

3 things that i like to do:

* eat
* sleep
* read interesting novels

i'm bored and got nothing better to do.. ha... =P

rambled @ 11:38 PM

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woke up super early today.. ha... cos need to be at somerset by 930... was early.. but the dorr wasnt opened... so waited for 930 before i went in to work.. ha.. today just need to complete whatever i didnt finish last night and suppose to wait for contractors to come n collect stuffs one... but somehow forgot about that.. and was told that i could go after finish packing.. so i left lor... ha...

didnt bring my medical checkup paper... so had to travel back home to get it then travel all the way to ntu... so sian... to n fro... soo tired.... slpt on the ride to and back.. super lack of sleep.. ha... but when i'm at home.. dont sleep till it's like 2 plus... ha.. self torture? ha... mayb.. lol...

tml no work.. so can sleep late.. so think nvm ba.. hee... went medical checkup and saw tunwin... and saw my future course mates?? ha... cos today the schedule for check up is for sadm n aerospace ppl... see the proportion.. like more gals to guys leh... does that means my chances of having eye candies in my course veri little??? ha... that would be veri sad leh.. ha...

haven been really working but have been busy.. ha.. going out with frens.. like more busy than working leh... but sad thing is the money flowing into my bank is lesser.. to a certain extent, no money is flowing in.. instead it's flowing out.. so sad... school is starting lor... guess i'll need to spent quite alot too?? everytime start school dunno why gotta spent one... so gotta control... mayb i shld start by staying home more often... ha....

vball bbq on sat.. excited.. lol.. but hope ppl get to enjoy themselves that night.. wun be able to stay late cos next day got work aso.. ha... anyway my parents aso dun allow.. mayb it's gd that i got work the next day lah.. so i dun feel that sour having to left early... hee...

got soooo many things to do... so sian....

rambled @ 12:56 AM

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