been really nua.. haha... haven been working.. so basically been slacking at home.. kinda mia too.. =P

my 3 cousins staying over for a few days.. wah.. woke up this morning because of the din made by them.. 4 kids in the hse.. can imagine how nosy tt will be?? ha.. puzzled by the little maths there?? haha.. didnt made a mistake.. 3 cousins staying over.. but got one that comes everyday and goes home very evening.. so in the day got 4 cousins in the hse... and i forgot to mention.. 4 little cousins.. haha.. the biggest jus primary six and the smallest is jus two years old...

the pri 6 kid is having some kind of attitude prob towards his work.. he jus doesnt want to do his work properly and jus wanna play... haiz.. really making us worried for his PSLE this year... he failed his mid year lor.. 199/400 leh.. aiyo.. then saw his assignments.. his cloze passage with those prepositions as helping words still can get 2 or 3 out of 10... then his maths.. those problem sums jus write ans on the line.. never show working one.. all mental calculations.. but the qstns already stated muz show workings... haiz... basically jus doing slip slop work lor...

haiz.. really dunno wat to do...

rambled @ 11:40 PM

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jus came back frm the chalet... or i shld say boyfriends' orientation? ha.. had fun wif the gals.. nothing unusual abt it.. hee.. times spent with them are always fun loving and crazy.. hee.. had fun barbequeing.. hee.. although the fire took ages to start and they jus dont seems to last.. think the guys had some kind of interaction with each other aso.. hee.. esp during the name games we played till 4 plus? haha.. guess now they shld know each other names quite well liao.. lol.. nuaed the whole day today cos was too tired frm the lack of slp the previous night.. ha... then played more card games.. lol...

veri veri tired now.. tml still got tuition n meeting... hope tonight's rest will be ample to recharge my energy for tml's long day... =)

rambled @ 12:08 AM

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haiz... jus dun really know to express my feelings now.. well.. jus didnt handle the whole situation well... and know it's jus getting all back at me.... bleh.. no one else to blame but me.. reaping what i sow... the consequences of mishandling is all this unhappiness... haiz... really doubting my abilities to hangle things... somehow or rather things will cork up one... haiz...

rambled @ 4:27 PM

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had a simple dinner at my cousin's hse to celebrate mother's day and her mum's birthday.. it's more of a birhday celebration organised by her kids to giv her a surprise birthday celebration... ya.. then left the place late cos the cake cutting was late.. so my brother was kinda on the verge on being late for his book in... so we quickly left the place and my father sped the way thru.. the highest he went was 130km/hr lor... ha.. then managed to reached there before his book in time.. but he still had to walk in the long stretch of road.. so dunno in the end he late anot aso... hope not.. so he wun get extras...

been super nua.. coming wk hav lotsa things going on.. ya.. and i haven go find a job yet~ haiz.. too nua... =P looking forward to the gatherings.. hee...


hmm.. wld say tt the clouds have cleared.. sun is taking it's time to appear though.. but at least the clouds are cleared and i'm not feeling tt lost anymore... jus hoping that things will turn out in the most idealistic way... *keeping fingers crossed*

rambled @ 12:00 AM

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met up wif some of the vball girls... it's nice to meet up to catch up and chit chat... enjoyable the chit chat session.. hee.. then got to know that some of them are attached.. happy for them.. hee.. didnt joined them for kbox cos had to be home early.. so left when they made their way to kbox...

think it's the syptoms of old age.. lol.. jus feel veri happy to meet up old frens and catch up with them and reminisce the old times... ha.. getting old le... ha..

btw i saw the little boy and his mother on my way back home.. ha.. wat's so interesting or exciting? cos on my way to meet the vball ppl, i gave up my seat to this little boy so he cld sit beside his mum... then on my way back home.. i saw them again on the train... sooo qiao lor.. haha.. then veri qiao to met desmond in cineleisure too... haha.. mayb i shld go buy 4d this wkends... lol... =P



still feeling bit lost... although given some sense of direction... guess it's the feeling of fear of being lost again and uncertainty ba... and looking at the weather, will see that the rain has clear.. but the sun is nowhere to be seen yet...

rambled @ 11:12 PM

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been slacking at home like nobody business... basically have lost the motivation to do things... but there hav been numerous gatherings happening which successful got me out of the house... but other than that... i'm nuaing at home like crazy... there are things i know i shld be doing but i arent doing... running away from responsibilities now... i jus wanna stay free frm my responsibilities now... throwing some sort of tantrums at my responsiblity..

i'm lost... lost at words and directions.. dun really know what to do now... really hope things will get better.. really do.. but it doesnt seems soon... but i'm hopeful... cos there is always sunshine afer the rain... jus hoping the rain doesnt stay for long...

rambled @ 12:21 PM

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been ages since i blog here le... well.. been slacking much instead of studying for my final paper... so the result for slacking too much is a not veri well done paper... jus hope i get at least a B-... acty the paper quite easy... if i had studied hard, think cld easily get an A ba... but oh well.. given my lazyness and nuaness i had during the 'break' for my revision.. my expectation at at least a B- shld made me feel contented le... unless my carelessness surfaces and rob me of my hopes of at least a B-... *crossing fingers to hope it wun happen*

hurray for the end of my exams... =) not more fretting abt not studying for my paper and being guilty for slacking.. haha... but now gotta fan abt getting jobs... bleh... so lazy to look for a job... but if nv look for a job.. then no money... yalor.. haiz...

going to watch the gals play later.. hope they can win ny... if i not wrong they lost to hc.. so this is their crucial match... if i'm not wrong if they are able to win ny 2-0 then think they might be able to get in to semis.. *crossing fingers* wish them best of luck..

looking forward to the 'boyfriend orientation' von proposed.. ha.. interesting idea and it sounds fun.. lol.. hope everyone can make it.. =)

rambled @ 12:04 PM

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