great fun yesterday.. meeting the girls nv fails to brighten my mood... although had to wait for an hr for our bday gal wif my hungry stomach.. ha... it's jus sooo great being wif the girls, crapping chatting n talking... enjoying our seafood platters, fish n chips and grilled calamari and the jar of ice water... cant imagine if one of us is away... gosh... cant imagine tt... dun wan too...

still remember vani's plan to marry together, giv birth together.. ha.. and literally together... haha... then our meet ups then will be us a table, husbands a table and children a table... haha... soo cool... lol..

went sinseh recommended by my mum..it's cheap and i think it's gd.... think will frequent there liao.. plus it's near too.. it's super near anna's hse lor.. and i pass by her hse today.. ha...

when he tui my calfs there.. i almost wanna cry out loud lor.. gosh.. super painful lah.... both legs somemore... T_T... then had acuputure... the taking out of needles hurt slightly.. at least it arent tt painful as the tui na...

super happy today because of ya msg.. ha.. (",)

rambled @ 11:09 PM

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did a foolish thing yesterday... went all the way down to parkway from sch to celeberate vani's bday...but reached there no one was there and i was late... so called anna to check where are they... ha... then i found out i was a wk early!!! diao.... meeting NEXT fri not yesterday... and will hav to go back ntu cos today morning got jcrc rm clean up... so since i'm at parkway i went to walk ard... but sadly nothing much for me to shop.. quite lonely too... reached back hall at 1140pm liddat, did some work and concussed at ard 2am... but during the journey thru and fro i was super tired.. my head was like keep nodding n nodding..haha... cant blame lah.. onli slpt at 530am on fri morning... slpt for a few hrs onli before i go for lessons at 830am... rushing my project... ha...

enjoying yet stressing wif my work... and i jus detest art history and literature.. jus dont seems to understand wat is going on lor... and exams are ard the corner... jus hav papers for them two aso... think after all the projects ends i can concentrate fully on these two and study REAL hard for it ba.. hopefully... lol..

been veri scandalous in hall too... hmm... somehow i've been liddat since jc days... haiz... during the 2 yrs in jc i had 5 scandals... and now in uni so far.. only 4 mths and i hav 2 liao... dots dots dots...


tink i've fallen... but is it gonna be hard this i dunno... but i may be mistaken too... it may jus be a trip... ha...

sometimes i jus assumes too much and think tooo much for my own good... and sometimes i jus tend to fabricate too beautiful picture of wat is gonna be happening... hmm... gotta wake up...

rambled @ 7:53 PM

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gosh... jus realise today IS my brother's birthday.. how sad.. too busy wif my stuffs that i neglect things/people ard me.. haiz... if arent for me surfing shiqi's blog and see her bday date.. n me wondering what the date today.. i wun hav forgotten tt today is my bro's bday TOTALLY.... argh!!! haven gotten him anything... haiz... wat a bad sister i am..

haiz... work been piling.. and i'm slacking.. slacking??? hmm.. hav i?? been doing work all the time leh.. but why the work load doesnt seems to decrease yet increasing all the time?? i dun know... i jus noe i'm looking forward to the exams period.. cos jus hav 2 papers and during tt period no projects n commitments... hopefully...

can someone help me pls??

rambled @ 11:47 AM

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somehow i'm seems to be back in time... somehow back in time... facing somehow the same situation.. although been thru it before.. somehow i jus couldnt handle it well.. some things i jus can never learn it well.. oh well...

rambled @ 5:19 PM

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wooo.. finally had time to blog!!!! haha... was super duper busy.. in fact i'm still now.. but shall start my work later lah... rest rest.. haha... jus woke up in fact... could have slpt longer.. but thinking of the amt of work undone... better wake up... sian... work just seems nv ending... wkend shld be days to rest and relax leh.. wat happened to wkends?? haiz....if i'm at home mayb i cld hav really rest ba.. ha. cos once i'm home i DONT touch my work... lol.. mayb i do.. but it'll be minimum... guess probably cos most of the time i'll be spent slping.. lol.. wkends are for me to replenish my deprived slping hrs...

work in school had be stressful... felt sooo small and ashamed when i see how others have done their work... esp during 2D lessons... cos i didnt put in much effort and time in them... sad... i'm jus struggling everywhere... jus got back my grades for one of the projects i did.. C+... haiz... will try harder... wanna reach at least B... =)

hall wise, had been busy too... lotsa events, admin stuffs and banner painting... publicity dir.. then my sub commer hav to show me their designs for my approval.. but had been rejecting their designs.. felt bad... but didnt think what they gav was gd enuff mah... think they also scare of me liao... oops...

many things have happened too... too many to elaborate too... and dont feel like saying either... jus puzzled how ppl can behave like this.. and all this jus make me feel puzzled.. i'm unsure of the people i meet and who i'm am... is sth wrong wif me or them?? acty sick of it lor... mayb this is the thing i shldnt be dabbling wif... but on the other hand.. sometimes all this isnt cos i go get myself into this trouble but it jus like to find me one leh... sick sick sick... haiz...

exams coming.. and i got 2 papers to take... jia you for me... i seriously dun wanna ta pao these 2 modules.. e lit n art history... argh!!! help me...

rambled @ 3:09 PM

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