didn;t do wat i've expected for my maths c.. had the highest hope for it lor.. expected at least a 60+... but i onli got 53... veri disappointed... almost broke down lor... jus had sooo many mistakes... haiz~ damn sad... dun wanna tok abt it~
fmaths paper leh... did wat i kinda expected lah.. haven see my paper 2... but noe my marks liao... will be checking my paper tml....
phys, as usual, did expectedly bad.... nothing much to comment abt it...
gp... another sub tt disappoint me... was fairly confi after handling in the paper lor.... but my results didnt reflect it so... jus pass my paper 2... plus the teachers had marked very leniently n the paper was relatively easier compared to the ones we did in class.... haiz~haven get back my paper 1 yet.. hope it will not be another disappointment...
every is jus soooo bleak~ n my As is jus a month away~ 1 month!! in tis 1 month can i make any drastic improvement? gosh~ i can onli hope for miracles....

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rambled @ 2:42 PM

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todae 1st day of sch after prelims n my few days of play... got back my fmaths paper 1 in the 1st period... ha... expected to get less than 40 for it... well... got more than i expected lah.. haha... though onli a few marks... tis paper got ppl get full marks lor... gosh~ FULL MARKS!! it's the same guy who scored full marks for our maths c paper in our last jct... gosh~ he is damn zai~ pei fu pei fu~
veri slpy todae... cldnt slp last nite.. dunno why.. was tossing n turning on my bed frm 12 plus till 2... gosh~ hope can hav a gd nite slp~ hee...
i haven pack my rm!! haha~


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rambled @ 8:43 PM

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got my mooncake~ haha...nice nice... but spent too much liao... overspent again for the month~
=( gonna save for the next few wks...
tml back to sch liao... ha.. for the past few days been totally away frm my study stuffs... gosh... as if As were over... ha... tml will be getting back my papers... xiong duo ji shao... guess.. gotta pray i get at least 2 As n 1 Ao ba... or tis criteria no longer in used? gottta hav at least Cs for all? hmmm... if it's the latter... i'm sure i'm gone~ well... shall brood too much abt it hur? tml shall noe it all...
can hear my As level's footsteps~ argh!!!! can i run? gosh~ too fat... can run away fast... ( blabbering rubbish here... ha... )

rambled @ 11:48 PM

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haa...went to the saem place where i go yesterday.. or shld i say the day b4 cos it now 12 plus... hee... but the diff is i went wif diff grp of ppl... 1st day went wif anna, von n jas.. den lata ming hui joined us... den the next day went wif my ah ma n ma... hee... saw tis shoes tt i like wen i went shopping wif anna they all... but i xian tt shoes too flat.. haha.. cos wanna buy a pair of shoes tt can use for grad too mah... den went back the shop show the shoes i fancy to my ma... hee... den she aso agree wif me.. it's too flat.... den walked around tt shop saw tis pair quite nice... n it not flat.. n not too high... haha... nice nice... in the end i bought it... haha...
orh the reason why i will go town again wif my ma is bcos i keep chaoing wanna eat mooncake.. haha... den my family no one wanna eat mah... den buy box bo hua mah... yalor.. so they bring mi down to the moon cake fest to try... which one nice den buy one for mi... haha.... den in the end, we like the 1st shop we went.. but too bad they dun sell one onli... gotta buy box... so we decided to get one box after all our shopping not hav to carry around veri ma fan... ha... den after we left taka... we walked to paragon... saw those watch pieces on display... wow~~ all them super duper bright lor... sooo many diamonds... gosh~ den went heeren... saw my cousin dere... den went cineleisure... went OG... den down to the new one... den back to robinsons... hee... think we really can walk.. lol... den cos we too far frm taka... n we aso too tired liao... so suan le... next wk den we come back n buy... tt wat my ma say lah... haha... but went we reach home... we den realise... coming tue is lantern fest... ha... if next wk go no more liao... =( ha... but luckily one of my fren asked mi out... town again... haha.. so going back tml to buy` haha... tink i'm going nuts~ fancy going town for 3 consective days~ lol....

rambled @ 12:31 AM

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went out the whole day yesterday... went expo at noon to see the furniture fair wif my mum... spent2 hrs dere lor... ha... but saw a few furntiure tt we really liked... so getting my father n brother down later the evening to let them see... den during our walking around at the expo, the salegirls are all fascinated by my cousin lor.. ha... all find her pretty and liked her long eye lashes... hee... den she was offered lotsa sweets... ha... den lunch wif my ma den wen to meet jass to go chinatown... heard dere got cheap cds... hee...
went dere den shopped around... wow! it's big dere lor... n it's veri china.. haha... so big till dunno where to start... hee... den jass bought wat she wanted... though not totally... hee... den i saw tis wu yi liang ping cd... it was a mixture of their old songs n songs after their separation... n it's only $6.90... not bad rite? hee.. so i happily bought it... hee... who noes when i went home to try the cd on my cd player... not sound came out... gosh... i bought a empty cd??? den tried it on my discman... still no sound... den i go read the packaging.... GOSH!!! it's a vcd... it's a karaoke vcd... gosh~~~ *faints* been cheated.. haa... told it was jus a cd lor... karaoke vcd no use for mi... so the disc will be collecting dust liao... waste my $$ for nothing... gosh~ ha... anyone wans tis disc? i dun mind giving it to anyone who wans it... jus tell mi if ya interested k? hee...
den rushed back to meet my family at expo... reached dere at 7.10 liddat... den in the end we bought almost all our furniture dere... haha... bought all our beds dere n our tv console, dinning table, n sofa... so now we jus nid to shop for our lights... hee.. my bed n my bro's bed the design the same.. jus diff colour.. hee... our's is like zen style... haha.. low bed... haha... n my bed queen size orh.. haha.. to the 5 siao zabos: so wen ya all wanna stayover, tink my bed can squeeze another 2 of u peeps... haha.. the rest leh... hmm.. floor? hee...
in the end we spent abt 9plus k dere... cld hav been cheaper than tt one... but cos my pa wanna get gd mattress for mi n my bro too.. so in the end 9plus k... he bought tis mattress tt was like originally 2 thousand plus but cos we bought the bed frames so our mattress onli thousand plus... but still costly lor... initially we jus wan the normal ones which is jus like at most 500+ but my father insisted to get the gd ones... he said, slp is veri impt... yuppie...
the salegirl told us.. our father really veri dote on us.. cos normally parents wun jus get cheap ones for their kids...
well... kinda agree wif her lah... know my pa dote us... cos during our shopping for furniture, he has compromise quite a lot for us... know he wanted a marble table n chairs.. but we all dun like.. haha.. so kopitiam style.. haha... in the end he gav up the idea.. hee... guess wen u buy furniture for ya new hse, u gotta compromise alot.. esp wen the ppl hav diff taste... guess, my pa really teng us lah... but his way of expressing his love for us is diff lah... hee... it's through tis small little actions lor... guess diff ppl got their own little way of expressing their love ba...
den cos we bought a lot of things.. got lucky draw.. haha... den got abt 17 tries.. lol..n we got alot of pens n boxes of tea n kopi in the end.. haha...

rambled @ 1:37 PM

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ha... went to watch the terminal... not bad the show... quite funny... some parts veri touching... den tears jus welled up in my eyes... hee... took photos wif jing they all too... photos nice nice... now thinking of a place to paste them.. haha...
todae.. no no.. yesterday... was my last paper... haha... so prelims are officially over for me~ hee... coming next is my As... haa... how 'exciting'.... jus gotta bear for a mth... gosh~ it's fast! ha..
well... does ppl always want things tt they cant hav it? den wen they hav it liao den they dun cherish it? hmm... seems like ppl all wun cherish wat they hav.. take things for granted... den wen they lose it den start to regret... gosh~ veri sad case leh... sometimes me tend to neglect the gd tings i hav... haiz~ human nature or it's jus me? hmm... i'm starting to miss those gd things i'm losing or have lost........

rambled @ 12:24 AM

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rambled @ 11:59 PM

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finally... the heavy papers are over.. don't think i'm going to study for my design paper tomorrow... even if i wanna study, also don't know what to study... gosh.. papers over means i gotta start packing le... sian sian....
slaughtered todae by the fmath paper... guess gonna do badly for it.. not gonna hav any hopes for it~
phy leh... guess today's paper 3 was like a mess? ha.. i thought onli 4 qstns choose 3 to do n the complusory option topic.. i'm sooo sooo wrong.. ha... so kinda screw up again... not usual...
guess i'm pinning all my hopes on my maths c... expecting at least a B... den hope my gp will improve.. hee...
sch implementing 5 day week... so timetable has changed and the time for morning assembly too... gosh~ now i gotta wake up super duper early lor... now 730 start assembly... den 740 start lesson.. gosh~ for a person like me who always either reach sch on the dot or late one... reach sch at 730 ... think is going to be a torture to me lor.. hee... so early~ gosh~ but on the better side... i get to go home super early.. hee.. compare to my previous timetable where i average get to reach home onli abt 5 plus... now i get to go home at around 1 plus... hee... so got pros n cons lah~ hee...
was touched by u gals~ hee.. volunteering to help mi pack~ hee... lol... super duper touched~ glad someday somewhere i have met u gals~ hee... i'm sooo blessed~
hee... to all my other frens, dun be jealous, i'm also glad that in my life, i get to know u too~ = ) love ya all~ *blush blush* hee... take care~

rambled @ 8:45 PM

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been out the whole day.. since morning 11 plus till 8 plus then returned back home... gosh... time is running out for me... got a huge chunk of stats n mechanics left untouch n not to mention the 4 essay qstns i haven focus... think my prelims i'm not gonna fare well liao... gosh... soooo little time left lor... think this shloud teach me a lesson... never do last minute studying... ha...
went out whole day to see furniture n went to my cousin's first month celebration... den contiued to shop for more furniture... haven see any that really make me wanna have... n gosh... all are like sooo ex... ha...
guess tml have do serious studying le... not will surely flop my papers... somemore having phy n fmaths on tue... gotta jia you liao.. ha...

rambled @ 9:53 PM

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had my maths c paper 2 todae~ finished~ tink it will be better than my paper 1... ha~ happy tt maths c is finished... know i was careless in one of the qstn but the teacher had said, ' Pens down." so tt means i cannot check and correct it... so i can onli hope for some working marks... ha...
my ma told me a big news yesterday while i was studying my stats.. ( cos todae paper is on stats, soo practically is last min studying lah.. ha.. ) she told me tt we gotta move out of our present house by the end of the month!! gosh!! tt means my plans to be wild after my papers on wed.. is kinda dash~ cos i'm the only one in the house who haven pack my stuffs ( cos exams mah.. hee.. ) den thur, fri, sat n sun (days after my papers) which i plan to like enjoy myself gotta be dashed... i gotta pack my stuffs which are like numerous.. haa... tink jas, anna, ally they all can understand the mess tt i have to go through... haha... totally NOT looking forward to my last day of paper le... haha....
these few days father managed to borrow a car frm our relatives cos they on holi den their hse cant put 2 cars so lend one to us (they are rich.. ha) the car came at the right time... so these few days will be going round looking for new furniture n stuffs.. so yesterday went to IMM to look for furniture... (plan to study stats was seriously disrupted.. but luckily cld do today's sums.. =) ) later going out to continue our search~
yesterday was discussing our my plans after my As wif my family during the car journey... sudden realisation... i'm 18... tt means i'm gonna be in the workforce veri soon... how fast... n the shifting hse issue has make mi kinda more materialistic? hmm... guess tt is the word ba... well.. it's like suddenly everything nids $$$ and evrything jus seems sooo unaffordable... gosh~ totally dislike tis feelings~ n i'm always wishing for more money... is money everything? no right... but then... why everything seems to be related to money??? argh!!!!! guess sooner or later i might not enjoy the warmth of priceless friendship n stuffs~ i hope i wun be sooo tt cold~ eeks~

rambled @ 6:00 PM

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had my fmaths paper 1 todae... sucky~ haiz~ cldn't even attempt the 1st qstn~ but cld do the next few qstns which were kinda moral booaster~though i was leaving a few marks blanks here n dere... but once i reach the 2nd de n vectors~ i'm dead~ stuck stuck stuck~ gosh~ spent too much time for the front qstns tt i didnt hav time to do my last qstn.. argh~ tink i screwed up my paper... guess paper 2 i hav to be more pia for it... tml having maths again~ but tml is maths c paper 1.. shld be easier ba~ jus hope i dun careless~ *crossing fingers* plus hope i wun feel dead after handing in the paper tml~

rambled @ 6:33 PM

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wat am i doing here? haha.. dunno~ onli a few days left to my prelims~ really a few days~ todae is friday.. and my veri 1st paper starts on monday~ the total hours left are also less than 100 hours lor.. haiz~ it's gonna be a long long day on monday... got gp paper 1 and 2... followed by lunch n a break than i'm gotta tackle my physics paper 1 and 2... wooo~ and i haven been doing phys till like onli recently~ gosh~ tink i'm dead liao~ i just dread phy lor.. since sec sch... been doing mechanics though n starting to like vertical circular motion.. haha... but tt is onli cos i've finish tt VCM topic... haven touched SHM, rigid bodies and the list goes on and on~ haiz~ haven got the mood to start too... gosh~ somehow i jus hope cld be like the actress in the 13 going 30 liddat~ close my eyes n woosh~ i'm 30.. haha...but den i wld be missing out on my life experiences n stuffs~ haiz~ everything does have its pros and cons hur?
phys~ any way to make mi like them in a short short time? so tt i wun so fan gan at the thought of doing them.. once monday arrives, i guess, time will fly fast for mi... and veri soon~ it will be the end of my prelims~ and veri veri soon~ my final examinations tt i'm all geared up for~ but will i be fully prepared in time for it? hmm... seriously hope i'll be....
and now i'm too used to waking up at 9 plus 10.... dunno will i be able to wake up early for my gp on monday..haa~=P haven been seeing my frens recently too... kinda miss them... hope everyone is doing alright for their preparations for their prelims n stuffs~

rambled @ 3:04 PM

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