kboxed... didnt sound right today... it was bad.. ha... was super cold in there.. returned home then realise why... only had a bowl of porridge as brunch... in fact the only food i ate since i woke up.. then kboxed from 230 till near 8... super hungry by the time i reached home... cleared the dishes left for me... nothing usual.. ha... =P

later is girlie day.. haha... and ikea here we go!! hee... have ta wake up early too.. cos promised to help change bedsheets... part of plan to be guai.. lol...

mum told me about my dad's worries about me staying hostel... expected... he scares i stay liao turn bad... oh well.... shall see ba... future is unpredictable... chant promise i wouldnt change.. cos i know i will... it's just whether i change for the better or for the worse...

read other ppl's blog... kinda surprised to read chi qing nan zi's blog.. ha... the extent of how chi qing they are surprised me... ha.. seldom do i get to know/hear abt these kinda guys existence.. ha.. mostly is how bad the guy is to a gal.. lol.. mayb bad news spreads faster ba... ha...

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went for the welcome tea party by genx club... saw mag n yun xuan there... surprised.. hee.. saw xuan with her new hair style... ha.. very long never see them liao... missed the recent 4E1 class gathering... then also met catrice and hui ying... gals who i met at the sadm tea party... catrice still remembers me.. but hui ying only find me familiar.. hee..

then me n jass were like assigned to this group of ppl who are going to nie.. then the seniors attached are either still studying at nie or graduated le... so basically saw the future batch of teachers.. haha... they 're cool!! haha... got this senior super lame too.. haha... the people there quite funny n helpful.. so the thing was ok lor.. ha... but we leave early cos nothing much to do le.. so went to metro sales again.. ha...

didnt buy much there today... not because i didnt see anything i like... but cos my aunt who was there before i went today... helped me buy alot of clothes liao... ha...she bought for me 11 tops, 2 skirts, 2 dresses and 3 bras... ha... a lot rite? considering i just bought a top, 3 pants and a skirt on friday... so shopped with jass restricting myself not to buy.. (cos scare buy liao will be same as what my aunt bought me... haven see what she bought for me yet)

then helped jass to dig for clothes... haha... my aunt kinda robbed that pleasure from me le.. so digged clothes for jass is better that standing there watching jass find herself.. ha..

we stayed there quite long... hee... being restricted, i only bought 2 bras and a top.. haha... all for just $17.10... lol.. cool rite? and the most expensive thing out of the 3 was a sports bra which cost 12 bucks.. another bra just cost 3 bucks.. n the racer back cost 3 bucks STILL got 30% discount... ha... soooo satisfying.. lol....

then home... get to see what my aunt bought for me.. think my aunt really know my taste lah.. ha... and lucky she warned me not to buy anymore.. cos mostly wat she buy is wat i want.. lol... cool... hee... so now it's like i got 13 new tops, 3 new skirts, 1 new 3/4 pants, 1 new shorts, 1 new bermudas, 2 new dresses and 5 new bras... all from metro sales... ha... and it's like chinese new year coming... lol.. no it's more kong bu than chinese new year.. lol... think i can stop buying clothes for a long long time... ha... horrible... lol... but guess all this can serve as my clothes for sch?? haha...

i'm excited about school... lol.. hostel and sadm... wooo hoo... new begining.. pioneering batch.. think it's gonna be fun... hee.. but i'm now not doing any preparation for school.. didnt read up more about softwares lah.. etc.. ha.. i'm really gonna go in n learn.. but they gonna teach me the basic stuffs rite? ha.. hope so... not i'll be super lagging behind le... hee...

going kbox tml... ikea on tue... gosh.. i keep going out... can sense unhappiness in my parents liao... ooops... =P gotta be guai soon... hee...

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veri long never blog liao... ha... some days were due to lazyness, sometimes cos tooo tired to blog.. hee...

last thurs went warehouse to take stocks... ha.. first time taking stocks.. ha.. had fun.. lol... paired up with kor to take stocks... at first we quite blur.. or was it just me?? haha... count quantity count wrongly one.. lol.. then later had to recount... then i also had fun being 'monkey'... haha.. climbed up the shelves without using the ladder.. lol... quite fun actually... climbed till quite high aso.. hee...

left early cos got alumni meeting... pia cab down lor... should have just took a bus down.. they started late and the crowd was pathetic.. haiz.. there goes my cab fare.... after the meeting went to mac with some people... they are my seniors... most are the pioneer batch of graduates lah.. so listened to their stories about their school life in nas... very fun lor.. haha.. unlike mine.. lol... ha... comparing my time and their time... mine seems soo bleak... lol... listened to this senior talking about his good old days and he seems make me feel that the alumni might be going towards a better path when he joins us.. ha... he's like soo enthu about organising events and stuffs... ha.. so guess.. more activities will be up soon?? lol... but first.. i need to do my homecoming well... kinda drag it like siao liao... gotta really get things done le... time is running out liao... =P

then went to expo metro warehouse sale on fri... didnt wanna go initially one.. cos was super tired... slept at 2 plus lor... then wanted to sleep.. but my mum pulled me up and i'm at expo at around 130pm liddat.. but kinda glad i went the sale lah.. haha... grabbed quite alot of clothes there.. hee... bought a skirt, a top, 3/4 pants, a shorts and a bermuda... ha.. then my mum aso bought her clothes and clothes and shorts for my bro.. then in the end we spent like 108 bucks all on clothes.. ha... but quite alot of clothes lor... cos it's like a top going for 6/9 bucks... bermuda going for 10 bucks etc.. soooo cheap lor.. ha...

after the sale went to meet anna they all... jas couldnt make it... then vani arh.. she arh... too engrossed with her dragon boat guy liao... pang seh us... ha.... didnt stay out till very late also.. cos my mum was there nagging liao... and ally had to meet her frens too... so chat till 1120 liddat then we head back home liao... too bad all cant make it... but guess there will be one soon ba... and hope things arent as bad as we thought...

relatives coming over later... so sian lor... my aunt wanna give us a treat cos she strike 4D.. then at first say go some restaurant makan one.. but somehow later they gonna settle the treat in my house... so sian.. u giving treat then my family gotta prepare everything for you... so sian lor.. my mum had to source for caterer and call up them.. and my relatives all veri fussy one lor.. some vegetatrian some cannot no meat then some must healthy food... pengs... not easy lor... then this morning had to wake up early to clean the whole house.. so tired... didnt hav enough sleep... slept at 3 plus... ha... my dark circles are getting darker... super duper lack of sleep... cant imagine after the thing later.. we still have to clean up... haiz... sooo sian....

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went down office to bring kor to sign the letter of employment.. jass went along too.. so in the end she was employed too... cos lack of ppl... hee...

after that kor drive us down to ntu for us to submit the forms.. ha... deadline today.. lol... didnt do my hostel application so cant pay in cash then... gotta write cheque le....

then down to marine parade to meet kelly.. kboxing time.. ha... but before that had lunch first... was super famished lor.... lol... stayed there from 3- 8.. suppose to stay till 7 onli.. but we ignored the guy, who came to remind us that our time is up, twice... ha... and i like listening to jass sing... lol.. nice voice... hee...

saw the latest nokia phone.. nice nice.. but costly... 1498 bucks.. limmited edition... gosh...too ex liao lah... so can onli admire it.. hee....

gonna wake up early tml... hope i can wake up.. ha... i'm a sleepy head.. lol..

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went back tj for training... quite sad only a few can make it... but never mind lah.. it's kinda last minute also... next time ba... morning was the guys.. gosh.. some i haven seen them in a long long time liao... see them da dui till very shuang.. ha... if only the gals had something liddat too.... haiz... but when it was our time... haiz... lack of people was a factor, another was the slackness lah... just difficult to get people to move.. ha... unlike the guys who can just play match after match, we gals like in the end only play 2 sets then bye bye... kinda disapointing lah... but oh well... it's the get together n train that counts lah... kinda fun da duiing with the juniors... haha... they are very funny... lol.. but the da duiing is more of like a playing sense than training... ha... would actually prefer the training kind.. lol... but still abble to play ball is always good... lol...

pei my mum to learn flower arranging.. hee... kinda interesting... and the 'teacher' for today is a guy.. lol... quite young.. he's either still studying or graduated frm his uni course liao... young guy who is teaching a bunch of 'aunties'.. hee.. but his flower arranging skills is good.. lol... nice nice... lol... flower arranging isnt that easy as it seems.. ha... but it's kinda fun.. hee...

i still haven make my cheesecake... ha...

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when malaysia yesterday with fung n kor... main purpose go there was food... haha.... then was tempted to comics by fungus.. ha.. in summary, the trip was fun... and kor was rite.. i was really full after our dinner... ha... was more or less bloated due to the drinks n dessert we had earlier... ha...

think next time can just like go jb shop shop then go back sg lor... things are relatively cheaper also... but no need go too often lah.. go too often will get sick of the place one.. hee..

so sick so sad... haiz... think i'm seriously LOOKING forward to staying in hostel... haiz... wanna get away from my father... haiz... he just talked to me.. his words kinda hurt me lor.. haiz... find that he doesnt trust me... it's sad one leh... haven start studying he thinks i'll dropout halfway... so ask me if i really cant make it then quit halfway to save money.... dont waste money... stop school and go start work... dont put me down mah.. at least have some faith in me can anot???????? haiz...

then also tell me about women's bras n panties being stolen in hostel.. people play too much then dropout of school... didnt reply him.. just let him say... i dont care will be staying hostel lor... but i didnt tell him i'll be testing it for just one semster... the way he tell me about the hostel thingy is like he doesnt want me to stay lah.. but the way he say till like telling me aeroplane will kana accident one.. dont take the aeroplane... sian...

i know he cares about me.. go ask his friends about uni stuffs.. but it's like the way he goes about caring for me make me sick lor... haiz... seriously.... but maybe say he cares is kinda just putting it in a nicer way? he just cant be not worried for me.. to put it simpler... he just dont trust me... sickening... haiz..

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didnt do much today... went out with my ma n dilys.. then on our way back, made our way to the playground near my house.. hee... finally got onto the swing again.. hee... nowadays seldom see swings in playground le lor.. ha.. think i no childhood.. lol.. but swings are fun leh. lol.. hee...

Rabbit is out to bully lelly today... somehow Rabbit jump out of his fence and out into lelly's space... then could hear lelly's barking (more of cries for help actually..lol..) then rushed to separate them... wonder how come Rabbit will attack lelly... haiz... they used to be able to play and live together one leh... wonder what happened... but find my dog bit useless too? haha... a dog fancy being scare of a rabbit.. lol...

wonder what will happen if the world could be simpler.... no complicated matters to be bothered about and problems could be solved easier.. would it then be a better place? ha... but guess if it really were to happen.. then life would be veri meaningless le.. no challenges.. everything would be soo smooth sailing... too peaceful liao...

ha... think after watching the movie, mr and mrs smith, think too peaceful isnt good.. lol.. sometimes fighting is good.. lol.. just dont fight too often, too violent can liao.. hee... sometimes fight can chu jing gan qing too.. i find lah.. hee...

yesterday was bored so went to read my diary that i used to write.. ha... didnt write everyday then.. so despite the book had it's first entry in 99, the whole book isnt complete yet.. haha... 6 years of entries.. but the book like only 60% written.. lol.. sometimes a year only like got 2 or 3 entries... ha... read some of the entries back then.. kind recall some memories that i forgotten.. hee... some happy some sad... but still memories are good in a way lah... but was surprise at some of the words i used back then.. haha... some were like sooo mature for my age back then, some were like soo childish.. haha... so guess it's good to have a diary.. lol.. helps to keep down thoughts... so when ya old can entertain yourself with your past.. hee...

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watched mr n mrs smith today with weijie.. the show is cooland humourous.. lol.. the couple sooo cute.. lol... the fighting scenes were COOL!! ha..

seriously looking forward to hostel life... hee.. think will have more freedom then ba... hee.. just hope i wont become too wild after getting too much freedom.. ha... people.. talk to me if i changed too much k? scary to think about me being changed to someone i totally cant recongise.. scary~~~

cleared some doubts about the uni fees.. ha.. it's not that expensive afterall lah.. ha... but got lotsa paperwork to do... and i cant push them to the last minute then do.. (which i very much like too.. =P)

i dont like humid weather.. other than the perspiration it gives me.. it also aids the reproduction of cockroaches... so sick... argh~~~ they keep scaring me on my way home at night... think one day i might get a sprained ankle cos of them.. CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!! haiz..

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was bored.. so when to look at photos in my com... looked at the thai trip photos... fond memories.. hee.. really enjoyed the company there... i miss thai trip... i miss the company there.. miss the fun and laughter then...

i miss those days... although not everything went well there....

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woke up late today.. ha... at first woke up at around 9 liddat cos remembered that i need to acccompany my ma to check up.. was waondering how come she never wake me up.. den realised i got the dates mixed up.. it's next monday not today.. so i just when back to sleep.. ha.. only wake up around 130... ha.. so nice to sleep... lol...

knee is hurt.. =P think i seriously have to avoid over exerting it.. dont want to imagine what might happen.. ha... or maybe i'm just scaring myself... ha.. but still it's good to play safe... but think it should be okay by this sat... really hope to see everyone playing on sat lor... hee... kinda miss everyone... hee..

my hair long liao... ha..

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had work yesterday... was super free at first.. but after break.. phew.... i was super busy lor... customers keeping coming to me... ask me questions, ask for me piece etc... gosh.. then somehow von or zaitun are either busy or not around... was super tired when i got home.. but had to rush my proposal for alumni... today was the deadline lor.. ha... gave a sloppish work.. haiz.. my command of english isnt good lor.. i cant write... haiz...

woke up early today to meet jass n ying lan to go down ccab for some training.. by right i shouldnt go.. ha... my hand has been aching since that compeition day le... shouldnt have even work also actually... but heck lah.. as usual... =P

then the training was kinda slack.. ha.. if fungus is slack... then this is even slacker.. ha... go dere just dui gang... then later throw ya own ball n spike... then free spike.. then drill.. to receive spiked balls... then da dui... all 2 + hours... ha.. the coach is micheal(tink i spell correctly ba... ) quite like him.. (before i experience his training) cos during competition he very friendly one... but after experiencing training... ha... the degree of like him decrease... ha.. but still ok lah... he's not too bad lah.. just that the way he coach n speak kinda fierce... scary... lol... afterall still tink shen keqin better... lol...

tink i injure my knee ligament? dunno lah.. but my knee the side is bruising.. pain... guess.. i'm back to my mummified days.. lol.. and i'm not enjoying the memories...

then after training gotta rush home for father's day dinner... ha.. tink i scare people lah.. cos told them it's father's day today.. lol... but in actual fact it's next week lah.. ha... ha... got cheated by ma.. ha.. tink my family keep remembering this days wrongly one.. the other time we remembered mother's day one week earlier too.. ha... oh well...

jass is staying hall!!! haha.. yeah!! although cant get to be roommates but at least now got a more shou friend staying same hall as me.. lol... hee... yeah!! but the school fees is killing me... haiz.. how to pay them????? 1 year cost about 21 k leh.. gosh... my course is 4 year course lor.. gonna cost a bomb man... haiz... $$$$...

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we lost! so sad n pek cek... we could have win one lor... if we are on form.. but apparently we are super off today... haiz... and if mr wong had more trust in kelly and sub carol out.. we might turn the situation around.. it's obvious carol is having problems in the court.. haiz... cant stand losing this match actually.. cos the team or should i say the coach is tooooo cocky... say they will win this match even before playing lor... haiz~ soooo cocky.. n i hate cocky ppl..... argh!!!

went dinner with kelly afterwards... talk quite a lot.. then she tell me about her sis's frens stories... scary... make me lose faith in marriages.. tink is more about losing faith in guys.. ha... sad.. but i'm still not at the point where i'm turning les.. lol..

working tml n sat at taka.. hope i dont see that scary supervisor.. she's scary... *crossing fingers*

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went for the ntu tour.. the guy i've been contacting with very good lor... very helpful to like show me around ntu... then today he and his friends like came all the way down just to show me around.. feel so bad n paiseh... anyway saw how the double room would be like... ha... but he only showed me his room lah.. which is hall 2's room... apparently different hall have slight different layout.. he said his room is slightly smaller than the rest.. but i think it's big enough liao lor... hee... but i can foresee my room is gonna be kinda messy.. lol... ha...

then rushed down to ccab... the kind souls who brought me around were so kind to bring me safely down to ccab lor... sooo good of them... hee... the match today we lost.. i'm sad... my defence sucks lor.. esp when i'm in front.. super lagging.. my legs are rooted to the ground... sian.. pek cek with myself... then my spikes sooo unpowerful... haiz... so sian.. gonna go tj tml to train... but aso cant train till too tired.. cos later in the day got match... seriously thinking... shld i go? haiz...

but jus receive sms frm chi pei.. she's down with fever.. want me to relieve her at og orchard... so guess.. now is not up to me to decide liao... it's settled for me... i cant go... but will be going to training at tj still.. ha.. gotta bring lotsa things down... tink will be going down to work straight ba... gotta be at og orchard by 130.. if wanna go home bathe muz as well i dun go in the morning.. argh... my bed is tempting me.. shld or shld i not? gonna plan my day tml...

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went down for training... but it's more like just da duiing.. lol... but still had fun.. the people there are humourous.. lol... but think my skills needs more improvement... detoriating... my defence arh.. aiyo.. *shakes head* think i need to go for some serious training.. ha.. getting laggier... ha.. old liao...

by the way.. think there's something wrong with me... i seems to be attracting wrong guys leh.. ha... pengs... am i being over friendly? or am i being flirty unexpectedly? sian.. where is my mr right??? haha.. gosh.. i'm sounding despo... pengs... (think jas passes me her siaoness.. ha.. =P)

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now my house is back to square one.. one dog and one rabbit... sold away the babies and gave away the 2 females...

slack the whole day at home.. so shuang.. haha... slept till 1 plus then wake up lor.. haha... been ages since i do that liao.. haha.. then read book... was forced to pack my room.. so sian... fed up too... hee.. but aso didnt really pack too.. just make everything look neater only.. lol... feels good to stay home n do nothing lor.. haha... slackish is good.. haha...

bing guang msg me today to ask if i knoe this guy.. the name doesnt ring a bell to me.. bg told me that the guy is my primary school school mate.. from 6D one... the guy happen to be his bunkmate and suddenly like talk to him about me.. pengs... wonder how he know bg know me.. ha... so werid... then he even told bg that he saw me at the nus open... pengs.. i didnt even go to nus open hse lor.. pengs.. and he even told bg that i wore seductively that day... super duper pengs.. haha... think he see wrong person lor.. or maybe even remember wrong person? haha... funny and werid..

recently go home bit scary... the route back home is getting scarier... sian... sooo many cockroaches lor... haiz~ they keep poping out from nowhere then scare me... argh!!! maybe next time i should be baygon with me.. haha... but think i will run away when i see them then calmly take out my baygon and spray them ba.. haha... i'm just sooo scare of them... so next time my husband must not be someone who is afraid of cockroaches... haha... gotta kao him to kill and get rid of all the cockroaches at home.. haha...

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ha.. couldnt wake up today.. so i was late for the meeting... lol.. rushed down to the meeting place... ha.. assume the meeting place wrongly.. so sad... lol.. cos the sms says it's one stop b4 nas, opp 7-11.. then thought it was one of the blks opposite 201 there.. so i walked all my walk to the meeting place lor.. haha... but the meeting place was not where i expected.. so i walked quite a distance.. ha.. and i was perspiring like hell when i reached.. lol.. but i was one of the earliest to reach compared to the other 2 who also overslept.. haha.. then the meeting lasted quite long.. in the end i was late to go to my auntie's house...
took the train to her house.. like taking from one end to the other lor.. ha.. then was super hungry went i finally reached boon lay.. (haven eat or drink since i woke up lor.. )then took bus to find my mum they all.. then went to the shops to shop shop.. then bought durians n otah back.. haha... bought 10 durians leh.. haha.. each for $1 only... so cheap right?? then went back to my aunt's house.. then we started feasting.. hee... but only ate 5 durians lah.. super full.. lol.. super nice too.. yummy yummy.. haha.. then didnt stay very long.. then rushed down to airport...
met kelly at kembagan then together when airport.. haha... saw benjamin n bryan's gf on our way there.. haha... at first we were just speculating.. ha.. in the end really is their gfs.. lol.. but find benjamin's gf kinda bit over dressed... oh well.. when there thought we were late.. ha.. but we're kinda early lah.. but kinda sad.. cos everyone like come out then go liao... never like stay for a while chit chat a little... not like the other time to thailand.. come out liao still take group photo... ha... but guess they all had fun there.. hee... and lihui, jasmine n kor really bought me food stuffs back.. ha.. tot they were just kidding lor.. haha... then even fungus also gave me foodstuffs.. haha.. pengs.. lol..
after that everyone left.. only left me n kelly go swensens for dinner... ha.. kinda pathetic.. lol...
dunno why i keep thinking today is sunday.. lol.. and i still do... there's just something wrong with my memory... pengs.. maybe i should start eating ginko.. haha..

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woke up super early today to pray my grandma.. 100 days... slept only for like 5 hours only... super lack of sleep... ha... aunties and uncles ask where am i going... ha.. they kinda like hur? design arh... ha.. they never say lah.. but can feel? hee...

didnt catch a nap when i got home.. ha... read books...ha.. didnt go meet the siao zharbos... seems like everyone is gonna meet late late which i cant... =( so i didnt go meet them.. so sad... nvm.. we'll meet up soon... hee...

tml gonna be a long long day... gosh... i'm like sooo busy... lol...

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back from the police day parade.. all marching... ha.. think the post parade event more interesting.. hee... the canines are sooo obedient and cute.. if only lelly is liddat.. ha.. but those canines are short lived... cos they are fed with drugs so that they can search drugs.. so sad... haiz.. hope lelly dont turn up to be short lived...
so sian... seriously in dilemma... should i or should i not? dont know leh.. why cant the world be safer??? no rapist, no robbers, no perverts.. liddat i can stay out late late without causing my parents to worry about me... then i also dont have to be pissed off when they dont let me stay out late... haiz... so sian... maybe i should go and take up self defence courses.. haha... then maybe they will be more ok with me staying out late outside.. haha... will they?? if they will... i seriously dont mind go and learn leh... but being their daughter for 19 years.. i doubt they will be assured with me staying out late at night even though i have self defence skills... ha... so i can only dream.... dream dream dream.....

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went to muchuan yesterday to pei ally for audition.. ha... after that went zouk wif her n huimin.. agreed to go cos thought we'll be going for a while only.. ha... but in the end we like stay till quite long.. and as expected.. my dad called.. haiz.. i'm fed up... so went he said to try come back early i didnt leave immediately.. stayed till like 1230 then leave then reached home at 130... btw, huimin being a frequent clubber.. brought us around the diff clubs there.. winebar, zouk, velvet and phuture... then we ended up staying at phuture after the tour.. find phuture better than zouk but i kinda prefer velvet more.. haha... think i'm old at heart.. lol... heard from huimin velvet is those older crowd.. lol.. oh well... also met yan zhang there.. think he was surprise to see me.. ha.. me too.. soo qiao lor.. and it's been ages since i saw him also... but his hairstyle like never change much although he's in army now le.. ha...
realise my schedule this week kinda pack... so sian.. then all activities in the evening or at night one.. ha.. kinda gonna piss my dad off very much.. oh well...

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won today's match.. after competition went carol's house... her house very windy... ordered pizza den slacked around.. haha.. then keep seeing qianhui tickling people.. hee... she likes to tickles especially tickle isabella.. haha.. guess cos she is the youngest among us ba... then during the bus was an eye opener for me.. haha... saw how high deddie can be.. haha... so cute.. lol..
went home with qianhui.. ha... talked quite alot on our way back.. haha... talked about the problems for having big breasts lor.. haha... both of us agree that it's disgusting for guys to leer at there lor.. just feel like wanna dig out their eyes.. haha.... then we buy clothes also so difficult.. haiz... sometimes really envy people with small breasts... ha...
it's just so ... (dunno how to say) people tend not to appreciate what they have lor.. ha... guess that's why there is a saying goes, 'grass is greener on the other side' haha.. oh well.. we'll just have to be confident about our physical appearances and treasure what we have.. hee... seriously i think humans tend not to treasure what they have and always in seek of things that are too out-of-reach... so sad right? then when what they ought to treasure has left/no longer there.... humans starts to regret... vicious cycle.. haiz... soooo repetitive... so sad... haiz... and seldom can we get out of this visious cycle leh.. haiz...
looking forward to the outing on friday.. haha... but haven't think of an excuse so that can stay out leh.. haha... and havent think what to wear... how should i dress??? haha...

rambled @ 1:09 AM

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