sad sad sad sad.... deadlines are nearing and nothing much has been done... went for class today and wanted to develop some photos b4 lessons start... but to my horror i cldnt find my photo paper... sian sian sian sian.... jus bought it like 2 wks ago?? and it's new lor... almost new box of photo paper... it cost me $64 and thanks to my blurness it's now all gone... now hav ta go buy new one... haiz.... how blur and careless can i get?? it jus gonna add burden to my financial status now lor... haven been getting my allowances... been surviving on my savings and meagre tuition fees... haiz...

lessons ended late and stayed back to do work... now waiting for the instant noodle to be ready before i start my dinner... sian.. it's 10.34pm and now then hav a meal... onli had biscuits in the afternoon... too tired to eat... and to add to my misery day, my handphone is died... cldnt have it charge... haiz... how bad can my day be??

tired... tired... veri tired.... can i jus pon all my lessons??? really lost and directionless now... guess i'm been swaying offmy track a long long time ago and is now just forcing myself to realise it ba... guess previously i'm just wanna do nothing about my state of messyness.. and now i know i cant not do anything abt it le... haiz....

just being sian.... so here all the complains and blabbering.... boo!!!!

rambled @ 10:37 PM

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