jus had our agm.. hmm.. nothing much to say abt it... kinda sad that i didnt receive much support frm frens ba... and i really cant speak well... argh!!

after doing the personlilty test, i really do notice that i'm veri observant on ppl's non verbal language... ya... and people that i'm not really veri close with do actually confide in me... i not complaining.. but amazed that i do giv some ppl tt closeness lor... ya... but guess my ablilty to communicate non verbally puts me at a disadvantage when there is a need to communicate verbally.. i'll be at lost man... serious... that is why when i stammer n stutter when i'm super nervous... i'm lost at words... it'll hav to take quite some time for me to fomulate my words... ha... and cos i dun communicate well verbally... i tend to communicate thru non verbal means.... and it's kinda sad that not many can understand what i'm trying to say thru my non verbal means... ya...

after a yr as a hall leader, i think cos of the exposure you hav, you will tend to see more to life and hence see the different kinds of people ard... and it's kinda sad to say tt all humans are selfish and self centred... it's jus the degree of how selfish and self centred one is that sets one apart frm the other... i dun deny that i'm also a selfish n self centred person... but i wld say my extent of being a selfish n self centred perso isnt tt high.... i jus dun understand why sometimes ppl are soo narrow minded that the thoughts that they formulate is jus all abt themselves... no compromises, no discussion.. haiz... jus really making the world more unhappy... if onli everyone understand the meaning of give and take... think things will be much easier ba....

now that agm is over, my role has aso officially increased... although i'm still a hall leader.. but now i'm hav more resposibility on my shoulders... and i hope i wun be too saddened with the things that i'll be seeing that makes me lose my motivation... and i will put in my best to fulfil my role well...

so frens, if u see me feeling down... pls do encourage me on and giv me the support... thanks... will still need the TLC frm frens other than my dear and family... =P

rambled @ 4:36 AM

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