my bro now facing dilemma.. he's thinking of backing up his contract n not sign on le.. ya.. so now he dunno wat to do.. haiz.. sometimes i feel that we are fhee.forced to make decisions that will affect our life at a veri young age... at 19 wat do u really know abt the life outside? if u dun really know abt the life outside, then how are u able to make decision that will severely affect ya future? yalor.. felt quite sorry for my bro.. he has to make a decision and stick to it for the next 6 yrs.. and 6 yrs isnt really a short period of time.. yalor.. but guess he most prob not going to sign on liao.. so he's kinda a 'free man' le? =P

my dad drove my bro back to book in.. and all of us tag along for the car ride.. then after tt we went to hav turtle soup.. hee.. but onli me n my dad had it.. cos my mum n granny are full... yalor.. then when we wanna leave the place cant leave cos the car decided not to start.. bleh.. had to borrow power frm another car to start.. finally got started and got home.. jus dunnno whether the car will fail to start tml anot.. hope not..

rambled @ 10:46 PM

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