haiz.. i'm sick after the event on sat.. sian.. feverish at night.. cldnt slp well.. kept waking up.. iritating.. but luckily after the night 'rest', was feeling better.. jus super tired.. and cos of my sickness and tiredness due to the fever, i didnt hav the energy to do any work... bad move... shld hav pushed myself harder to at least do sth....

results of not doing any work during the wkends? snowballed work during the wkdays.. and my recovering sickness got worse and now it had developed into sore thoart, cough and flu.. haiz.. didnt get to have enuff slp since mon.. since mon, i like onli able to slp like onli at 4 plus? haiz.. bad bad bad..

i'm seriously wondering when is the day that i will collapse due to exhaustion... but i also got to say its all due to bad time management too.. oh well... everything snowballed... and before u know it.. u are buried under the big pile of work... haiz..

i'm yearning for a big break.. a break where i can not do anything and jus relax myself, catch up wif frens, enjoy life itself.. possible? or it will jus be a dream that i can onli dream of?

exams coming and i haven start revising.. haiz.. although i know my papers are super far apart.. ( i onli hav 2 papers and they are at 12 april n 5 may) and i have plenty of time to study so to say, being a slow learner, i will need double or mayb triple the time ppl use to study to study my stuffs... haiz...

seriously i'm feeling more hardworking than i was last sem and the days during my jc.. ha... but it's still not enuff.. lol.. i'm still not doing enuff... bleh...

i whining in this entry.... pardon me.. haha.. being sick has tt privilege to be whiney and grumpy.. lol.. and yes, i'm sick.. =P

and i'm learning to reply non replyable messages... haha... mayb someone will want to teach TT person to type replyable messages? haha.. i feel tt there is sth going on.. BUT it's just subtly going on i guess... and where it is leading i seriously dun know.. everything is unpredictable and things may jus end up where we least expect... so not having any high hopes.. jus going wif the flow and heart... =P hopefully the next i see u gals, i hav more to share... haha.. (mayb by then i will hav master the art of replying non replyable messages.. haha.. )

where is my sunday??

rambled @ 7:24 PM

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