had my 2d lessons today... thought today will be the start of my hellish sem.. but i was wrong... the prof decided to change his way of working n thus we'll be having lesser bring-home- projects... but instead we'll be doing all the assignments in class... woo hoo... sounds great cos tt will mean no more slpless nights or working till wee hours days... however, lessons seems less interesting... not tt it is not interesting but less interesting... amt tt i'll be learning will seem less too... hmm... pros n cons... shall go thru it first ba... u nv know till u try...

dont like decision making... cos it always mean i hav to giv up something.. opportunity cost... shld i or shld i not?? bleh...

the guys vballers will be playing the semis later.. same place as yesterday... somehow the saddness came back as the time to go there to support is nearer.. guess the place now holds unpleasant memories for me... kinda dreading to go... but gotta face it afterall... boo! gotta be strong and live with it and fight back! zhiwei says next IH we'll be strong cos guili coming over... yeah... thinking of pulling eileen in tooo... then we'll hav a vball team.. yeah!! fight back!! personal grudge... cant stand losing to her... bleh!! been si dui tou for years... although dun really know her but sorry... jus dun like her... so it makes losing to her AGAIN more bu gan yuan n angry.... haiz...

everyone been having the same line when they see me.. " you are very dark leh... "
haha... think they are trying to be nice.. it shld be, " OMG ! u are chao ta!"

rambled @ 6:53 PM

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