wooo.. finally had time to blog!!!! haha... was super duper busy.. in fact i'm still now.. but shall start my work later lah... rest rest.. haha... jus woke up in fact... could have slpt longer.. but thinking of the amt of work undone... better wake up... sian... work just seems nv ending... wkend shld be days to rest and relax leh.. wat happened to wkends?? haiz....if i'm at home mayb i cld hav really rest ba.. ha. cos once i'm home i DONT touch my work... lol.. mayb i do.. but it'll be minimum... guess probably cos most of the time i'll be spent slping.. lol.. wkends are for me to replenish my deprived slping hrs...

work in school had be stressful... felt sooo small and ashamed when i see how others have done their work... esp during 2D lessons... cos i didnt put in much effort and time in them... sad... i'm jus struggling everywhere... jus got back my grades for one of the projects i did.. C+... haiz... will try harder... wanna reach at least B... =)

hall wise, had been busy too... lotsa events, admin stuffs and banner painting... publicity dir.. then my sub commer hav to show me their designs for my approval.. but had been rejecting their designs.. felt bad... but didnt think what they gav was gd enuff mah... think they also scare of me liao... oops...

many things have happened too... too many to elaborate too... and dont feel like saying either... jus puzzled how ppl can behave like this.. and all this jus make me feel puzzled.. i'm unsure of the people i meet and who i'm am... is sth wrong wif me or them?? acty sick of it lor... mayb this is the thing i shldnt be dabbling wif... but on the other hand.. sometimes all this isnt cos i go get myself into this trouble but it jus like to find me one leh... sick sick sick... haiz...

exams coming.. and i got 2 papers to take... jia you for me... i seriously dun wanna ta pao these 2 modules.. e lit n art history... argh!!! help me...

rambled @ 3:09 PM

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