lessons been getting better.. guess got the hang of how things goes.. somehow.. =P but there have been cancellation of lessons recently.. or shld i put it more explictly.. cancellation for the past 2 wks.. 3 wks including this wk... teacher is in hospital, down wif dengue.. scary... scary at both her condition and my impending one.. make ups!! argh... scary scary scary.. and there wun be any make ups during the recess wk.. that means after sch reopen.. i'll be super busy... busy struggling wif my usual workload and the additional ones and busy trying to figure out what has been taught... art history is horrendous..

sometimes i hate myself for being soft.. being sensitive of other's feelings... putting others before myself... and people just dun appreciate and just take advantage of you.. so sian... i'm not a indirect person.. i leave hints for you.. hope u understand.. but somehow dun think u do... haiz.. and i'm freaking out.. seriously do... haiz.. i'm at lost....

rambled @ 2:19 AM

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