when training today..so fun.. finally get to play ball.. but muddle me... left my shoes in hall.. then luckily fung told me can borrow lisi's shoes cos she left it in the sch hall... but went down training forgetting to bring socks... so blur rite?? had fun playing... but sad that my skills got bad... so sad... gotta improve... so gotta train train train...

when to market opposite tj wif my mum in the morning.. and bought 2 jackets n a long sleeve blouse... for my sch.. my classroom is freaking cold lor... so like freezer liddat... hee... and those 3 items just cost only $20.. cheap rite?? hee...

then on my way home.. as i prepare to board the appoarching bus 12.. got this old ladt appoarch me for help... want me to help her carry her marketing stuffs up the bus.. she was carrying 2 big bags of stuffs lah.. damn heavy aso... plus she had difficulty walking also lor... helped her carry liao then on the bus she told me she live in simei.. kinda ask me if it's possible to help her carry those bags home... was hesitating lah.. cos dun really know where she stay although she told me her block no... but later i agreed lah.. cos she stayed near my hse there lah.. but as i helped her.. i was also thinking lah... what if she's out to trick me or sth.. cos the route to her hse quite desertted... yalor.. then was also thinking for her... i dun noe her n she dun know me... how do we know that each other is a good person?? we could have ulterior motives... yalor... but nothing bad happen... n i'm kinda ashamed for thinking that the old lady is out to mayb cheat me or sth.. =P but somehow did a good deed today lah... hee.. kinda happy... lol..

went back home to bathe then is out again... this time wif my father n mother... went thomson rd dere... why? cos my father plans to buy a car... so went down to see see lor... me happy? nah... was quite agst him buying it one.. but didnt voice up to him... only to my ma.. ha... we like now hav to pay the hse loan... my course is veri ex.. ( i keep need to buy stuffs) then my bro going uni in a few more yrs.. why shld we add more debts... tt wat i feel lah... plus we all big liao.. dun find that a car is really neccessary for us... i'm used to taking public transport arh... yalor... but on the other hand... mayb like wat my mum say it might be gd afterall lah... can bring my grandma out... ( my mum initially also agst him buying one..) yalor.. and plus my pa like veri bend on buying.. say so much agst it will only make him angry?? hee.. dunno lah... so let him lor.. when he ask abt my view abt buying... i just asked him whether he can settle the monthly instalments for it lor... he say he canm.. then can lor... nothing else to say liao wat...

with a car in the family... i still dun have the mood to learn driving... think i'm not cut for driving anyway... yalor... still prefer to be driven ard n not the other way.. ha.. =P

jass got her laptop liao... me haven.. so sad... when will my laptop come??? i wan my laptop!!! and i'm stressed!!! my tutorial grp are filled with art background ppl... feels sooooo small being together wif them... and i'm having like having SPA everyday... haiz.. muz be retribution... laugh too much at the yr 1s last yr liao... so now i'm suffering wat they are suffering.. no no.. i'm suffering worse than them.. at least i think SPA is easier then what i'm going through now... ha... but guess mayb i got a little slight advantage over those students wif art bg ba.. cos some grading are based on the improvements made during the sem... so being lousy means the room for improvement is larger... muhaha... tt's provided i improve tremedously lah... and acty being an arts student i shldnt be too preoccupied abt my grades.. but my quality of my art pieces.. haiz... guess i'm just being a typical Singaporean student ba... brainwashed by the educational system... grades are impt... 'A's are good... 'B's, 'C's or 'D's are bad.... oh well....

rambled @ 9:32 PM

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