been ages since i last blog liao... uni life have been hectic for me... and i'm super busy... almost every day sleeping at 3/4am.. haiz... sch is fun yet stressful due to my course.. no exams sounds cool n fun rite??? it totally WRONG lor... it means more stress.. cos every assignment counts.. so everything gotta do swee swee... no tutorials for me to copy... explains my late night.. or shld i say 'early' nights... =S

joined the hall jcrc too.. experienced rally n voting.. interesting experience.. but now start to wonder whether i made the right choice.. adding more burden to my load.. so now i might hav to slp at 5am? considering next day got 8.30am lessons... *sarastic laughter* oh well... but since i've already taken up the load, i'll have to carry it well... will try my best.. hope next yr during my AGM, i wun kana shoot like siao.. but actually ppl wun be totally please with whatever u do one lor.. i find... cos there will be also room for improvement n people are picky... especially towards others.. it's also easier to find faults at others than at oneself... oh well.. just do a good job and dui de qi zi ji can liao...

sucky that everytime u can just affect me just liddat.. haiz.. whenever can i be free from you??? seriously dont understand why u managed to stay in there for so long... and sometimes i really wish i dun get to see/know u anymore.. just be totally out.. but things dont always happen the way u want them... ha... or is it just me?? just like to be in self dilemma.. stuck in my own self illusion? argh!! i just hate myself for being like this... argh!!!

think people or gals tend to be more saddistic? ha... we tend to go for the things that arent really that good believing it's good for us... ha.. that's why the saying goes, ' nan ren bu huai, nu ren to ai'... sad case rite? pity the good guys out there too... lol... being good doesnt get them gals they like and they hav to lose the gals to guys who are 'losers'... then although those bad guys get critise like siao, they tend to get the gals they like... irony leh... or is it just humans?? they just hav tt saddistic elements in them???

haiz...late nights just make me more gan chu ba.. or mayb cos i very very long nv blog liao.. hee... miss blogging.. so shall blog my feelings... hee...

so sian... tml gotta rush tml de tml hw... it's just nv ending...

rambled @ 2:38 AM

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