went to bowl wif von and minghui's frens... played only 2 games.. ha... my score super low.. lol... ball keep going the drain... ha... 1st game score was 40.. next game 50+.. ha... at least got improve? haha... oh well...

had to rush back to cook dinner so didnt join them after bowling le... mother didnt felt well so pass the cooking to me... lucky she ask me cook spagetti.. lol.. my fave and my na shou.. so didnt mind doing it... hee... and today the spagetti was just fine.. q enuff.... sauce was just nice.. not too much tomato sauce... but apparently my bro didnt like it.. ha... he want sauce to be more than noodle kind.. unlike me.. i prefer just nice... hee... but anyway... think i cant really cook.. haha... cos i can only handle one food at a time.. ha... cant cook like 2 or 3 dishes at a time.. lol.. that's something wat my mum can do lah.. not me... if i cook 2 or 3 dishes at a time.. there bound to be burnt food or mayb worse... fire?? ha...



guess i'm back to the state i tried to get out of... or maybe i didnt tried to get out and now then i realise the state i'm in... or maybe... there is tooo many 'maybe's... and there is too many questions... seriously i dunno what i should do... but think i shouldnt be trying to find out what i should do ba... cause the thing i should ask myself is what i want....... haiz...

rambled @ 8:26 PM

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