bbq today... before that went to watch a performance at expo.. it was some like of performance to like kick start racial harmony day celebration... then many different kinds of assiociations take part... got to know about cos of wei jie.. cos he's the one who asked me along mah.. ha... and he got tics cos his sis performing...

the performance was not bad.. hee... get to see performaners of different ages.. the little kids are soooo cute... haha... then some performance were ok.. some were terrific!! cool lor.. especially the last item... difficult to describe how cool that performance was... guess gotta see it with ya eyes... was quite worried for them when they perform too.. cos they doing some dangerous stunts mah.. hee... so generally the performance was nice and enjoyable.. hee..

after that went to meet jass, li n alvin.. wei jie didnt come along cos he wants to change his jeans.. hee... took 24 to meet jass they all.. then on the bus got this guy who was mentally unstable... suddenly he was screaming n like super agitated... which scared the wits of everyone in the bus... and cos he was sitting in the front, people started to move to the back... and the bus was packed with lotsa old aunties and uncles... his outbrust scared one of an old auntie especially... cos she was the nearest to him, other than the other lady who was out with that unstable guy..

at first i tot someone had fits... cos was a distance away and the bus was packed.. cos couldnt see carefully... only see hands waving in the air n hear shouting sounds... after ppl moved to the back and his second outburst then i realised what actually happened... scary.. but think he calmed down after his second outburst lah.. his gal fren was beside him like calming him?? anyway i alighted not long after his second outburst lah.. so dunno if he got third outburst not... hee..

bbq was quite a success? ha... just that everyone was kinda separated lah... but it's nice and heart warming to see faces that i haven see in like ages ago... but somehow felt out of place with so many people around... ha.. then plus see the 2 boys so poor thing bbqing all the way so when to help out... so at least i got something to do and dont feel that out of place.. ha... had fun bbqing the chicken wings... hee... but had to stop cos my thumb got numb from holding the tongs too long.. ha.. werid rite?? lol.. think there's something wrong with my way of holding?? haha...

didnt really eat alot lah.. more of drank alot.. hee.. so i was bloated not full.. ha... but the food still got leftovers... tot got more people then went to buy more food... haiz... wrong calculations... nvm... good thing is the leftovers arent that much lah.. hee... but the food today not very nice leh... ha.. think the standard dropped... hmm.. time to look for another caterer liao...



i'm all lost and confused... what do i want? what am i thinking? what am i doing? and what do you want? ...... if only things could be as easy as abc... if only... maybe time will show what are we thinking, doing n what is it all about.... maybe.... maybe not... aiya.. just enjoy the moment.. ha... life is too short to be spend on vexing problems... will just enjoy the moment... treasure the happy memories... treasure the time spent... treasure everything.....

rambled @ 12:08 AM

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