won today's match.. after competition went carol's house... her house very windy... ordered pizza den slacked around.. haha.. then keep seeing qianhui tickling people.. hee... she likes to tickles especially tickle isabella.. haha.. guess cos she is the youngest among us ba... then during the bus was an eye opener for me.. haha... saw how high deddie can be.. haha... so cute.. lol..
went home with qianhui.. ha... talked quite alot on our way back.. haha... talked about the problems for having big breasts lor.. haha... both of us agree that it's disgusting for guys to leer at there lor.. just feel like wanna dig out their eyes.. haha.... then we buy clothes also so difficult.. haiz... sometimes really envy people with small breasts... ha...
it's just so ... (dunno how to say) people tend not to appreciate what they have lor.. ha... guess that's why there is a saying goes, 'grass is greener on the other side' haha.. oh well.. we'll just have to be confident about our physical appearances and treasure what we have.. hee... seriously i think humans tend not to treasure what they have and always in seek of things that are too out-of-reach... so sad right? then when what they ought to treasure has left/no longer there.... humans starts to regret... vicious cycle.. haiz... soooo repetitive... so sad... haiz... and seldom can we get out of this visious cycle leh.. haiz...
looking forward to the outing on friday.. haha... but haven't think of an excuse so that can stay out leh.. haha... and havent think what to wear... how should i dress??? haha...

rambled @ 1:09 AM

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