when malaysia yesterday with fung n kor... main purpose go there was food... haha.... then was tempted to comics by fungus.. ha.. in summary, the trip was fun... and kor was rite.. i was really full after our dinner... ha... was more or less bloated due to the drinks n dessert we had earlier... ha...

think next time can just like go jb shop shop then go back sg lor... things are relatively cheaper also... but no need go too often lah.. go too often will get sick of the place one.. hee..

so sick so sad... haiz... think i'm seriously LOOKING forward to staying in hostel... haiz... wanna get away from my father... haiz... he just talked to me.. his words kinda hurt me lor.. haiz... find that he doesnt trust me... it's sad one leh... haven start studying he thinks i'll dropout halfway... so ask me if i really cant make it then quit halfway to save money.... dont waste money... stop school and go start work... dont put me down mah.. at least have some faith in me can anot???????? haiz...

then also tell me about women's bras n panties being stolen in hostel.. people play too much then dropout of school... didnt reply him.. just let him say... i dont care will be staying hostel lor... but i didnt tell him i'll be testing it for just one semster... the way he tell me about the hostel thingy is like he doesnt want me to stay lah.. but the way he say till like telling me aeroplane will kana accident one.. dont take the aeroplane... sian...

i know he cares about me.. go ask his friends about uni stuffs.. but it's like the way he goes about caring for me make me sick lor... haiz... seriously.... but maybe say he cares is kinda just putting it in a nicer way? he just cant be not worried for me.. to put it simpler... he just dont trust me... sickening... haiz..

rambled @ 11:30 PM

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