today's von's birthday.. think our surprise for her arent really veri surprising lah.. ha.. she kinda expected it liao.. dinner was siao as usual.. lol... esp vani.. haha...
the ride home was also crazy.. haha... me n jas cant stand anna n vani who were in front taking pics.. haha... and the bus was filled with crazy laughter from us.. or should i say from the two of them? haha...
dont feel like working.. very sian... but no work = no money.. so have to work.. but actually i also not veri hard up lah.. just veri not shuang with the figures in my account.. ha... =P
heard on the radio today about an old man's story.. about this old man who under some welfare scheme lah.. then every month get $200+ as allowance.. after the bills and stuffs, he'll left about $100+ for food n other stuffs lah.. $100+ a month for food and other stuffs leh!! gosh.. dont tink i cant survive lor.. my transportation fees alone already like take up 80% lor.. still got food leh? haiz~ anyways... having that little money for the month only.. he one day decided to eat steak.. well, eating steak isnt a big deal for us right? but it IS a BIG deal for him... a steak doesnt cost cheap.. for him to decide to eat THAT steak needs sacrifices, compromises... then why did he made that sacrifice? for him, THAT steak was the FIRST steak he ate for his entire life.. walking past the restaurant , seeing people eating it for years but never had the ability to eat it.. not really no ability to eat it lah.. but cant really afford it lor... can imagine the amount of feelings he took to eat that steak? and of course after that steak, he everyday onli can eat plain noodles.. no money mah.. after hearing it, i was like WOW~ applauded his decision.. you live onli once.. so good to sometimes be crazy abit? haha.. do something that is really WOW~ like him.. haha..
sometimes think what the use of being thrifty? money is never enough.. so u save sooo much for what? ??? future medical bills for old age? high living standards? unpredictable situations? well.. good to save for rainy days lah... but save so much and neglect the quality of your life worthwhile? dont find it so lah. . but want me to spend to enjoy, especially a huge sum to enjoy, bit heart pain n unwillling leh.. haha... but seriously think it's good to pameper yourself once in a while.. why be so hard on yourself? u live only once leh.. rather enjoy living or not enjoy living? i rather enjoy my moments on earth.. =)

rambled @ 12:34 AM

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