well.. jass receive her acceptance letter from SADM le.. good for her.. =) i didnt receive any.. not having hopes for it liao... the school cant possibly like give out acceptance letter batch by batch right? or the postman delayed my letter? oh well.. singapore postal service isnt that inefficient.. given up... just waiting for them to give me the rejection letter.. but would be better if i receive news from the 2nd choice or even my 3rd or 4th choice.. so at least i know i have somewhere to go.. not i seriously have to plan where to go liao..
and yes i'm sad about not getting in to SADM.. not gotta deny it.. haiz~ will get over it soon i guess... meanwhile let me mull over it... afterall my dream of getting in got thrashed..
feel that my life like so sucky lor.. just like settle one heartbreak then came another one.. somehow i not mean to stay happy? there just have to be something for me to be sad about? haiz~ i'm tired... feeling empty and drained.. think this is hitting me hard or is the after effects of all that had happened? oh well.. lazy to think and get it right.. just tired.. feeling super lost.. will get back on my feet after my down period.. but right now i'm tired and drain.. so dont make me entertain you can? will only further drain my already- not- much- left energy...
so now i'm more oblivious to my surrondings? ha.. got horned today.. =P almost got horned yesterday... oh well.. able to type this entry so nothing much happened.. when you are not meant to leave this world, you wouldnt leave one lah.. and my granduncle time was up yesterday morning... think he went to join his sister which is my grandmother who passed away recently... think now that he will know his sister had gone before him ba.. didnt tell him when she left...
my mother went to library to borrow books.. then read 4 books liao.. all 4 had some characteristics that are similiar or same in my life.. such a conicidence.. bit scary.. ha.. soo qiao lor.. lol.. kinda excited to start on the 5th one.. wonder what kind of similiarity will occur... ha..

rambled @ 8:29 PM

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