was feeling ok when i woke up in the morning.. went back nas to collect something from mdm lee then came back home started doing the minutes for last night meeting... ppl starting wishing me gd luck n msging me well wishes for my results later.. really appreciate their care for me.. touched too..
then went to tamp to eat with my mum n aunt n cousin.. on the way was msging fung.. he already know the results so i asked him how is my grade.. told me it was lower than ABB but better than BCC.. that msg really took off a huge load off my chest lor~ after seeing tt msg i was beaming all my way.. cos i noe i can go into a uni at least liao.. cos after taking the papers, i noe the lowest i shld get for them are BCC.. so anything lower would be super devastating..
then as my mood were happier, we all went billy bompers to eat.. spent quite long dere.. then i left tamp onli at 245 liddat.. oops.. of cos i was super late.. took 38 down to tj somemore.. ha.. reached the hall at abt 330pm.. was the last person of my class to receive my slip... then was also among the last few to take their slips too ba.. cos went i go collect the slips, i seems to onli see my teacher there waiting for me~ =P
got ACC.. ya.. better than BCC.. the B became a A.. so at least i got a A.. did better than expected lah.. but still sad with the Cs.. but i'm not wailing and crying over the Cs lah... cant help but feel envious of my frens who did better than me lor.. straight As lah, ABB etc haiz... but nothing can undo my grades.. unless i go retake... which is siao~ i nv wan to experience the As again~
went to career fair after getting the results.. know more abt designing.. so now i know i'm interested in visual designs.. hee... went cartel later for dinner.. yummy.. esp the breads~ haha...
note: throughout the whole day my hp was beeping all the while..
went home.. my father ask me, ' u wan to retake your As anot?' dots.. on the verge on breaking down lah.. i noe my grades not gd... den he keep saying u see for yaself lah.. whether u put enough effort not.. does efforts put in necessary = gd results? not denying that it doesnt but not all efforts are reflected by the results... super sad lor.. haiz~ really make me depress over my Cs.. but considering i frm DFO to ACC not bad already rite? mayb i'm jus consoling myself lah.. haiz~ even emily got ABB.. my zhan you during the As.. we stayed back to study together, find mrs lim together n stuffs.. cos we 2 grades werent gd~ so mayb i shld hav go an extra mile further to obtain something better than Cs hur?
then he told me my mum is thinkinh of me doing a part time degree course.. working n studying together.. ask me if i'm okay with it.. definately not.. it's not as if we are tt hard up tt i hav to do it lor.. then why sure i? after talking to him.. can find that he kinda dun like me going design course.. haiz~ he feel like there is no job prospective dere.. well... no comments... doing a 'hot' degree doesnt gurantee u a job either~ haiz~
so now~ where to go????? i dunno.. what i really wat??? i dunno... just soooo many things to consider and think.. so fan~ haiz~

rambled @ 12:15 AM

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