still feeling down, sulking n sad if i go tink abt it... trying very hard not to go touch tt train of thoughts...
woke up in the morning feeling bad... den my mum had to continue the reprimanding.. but it was in a more subtle way lah.. but still.. haiz... didnt felt fair lor.. haiz... i'm big liao wat.. no? haiz.. she says big is wen i'm financially independent.. fine... didnt argue wif her.. i'm now already semi financially independent liao wat... nvm...
jus dun msg me to go out at night after my work or sth.. at least not now... i still cant really handle the fact i cant stay out late yet... n i dun really feel like toking abt it too... ya... let me sort it out myself... face the fact.. haiz... the reason why they dun like the fact i'm staying out late is cos i'm a gal... the fact~ mayb i shld go ns.. den be like wy.. ha.. jus now i wld be the female version of wy... ha...
wati didnt go find hazelle todae.. finding her tml... so guess the judgement day is postponed.. wonder if she wld be sacked... jus realise cos her poor working attitude i'm putting her on a advantageous situation in terms of her pay.. den in turn my pay wld be lesser... unfair for me lor... den like these few days the customers like mostly i serve one.. den sometimes she dun even like sell a bag.. den commision share.. feel bu gan yuan.. ha.. mayb cos now i'm in a foul mood.. so every little things i will bu shuang one... ha..
advice: try ta keep away frm me.. ha...

rambled @ 11:56 PM

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