Argh!!!! type a super long entry.. den the window suddenly close lidat.. all data gone…’how fun!’
Sinful todae… act as a back stabber todae.. haiz…. Duper guilty n uncomfortable.. wonder how am I gonna face wait on sat… sian….
Cos todae stock came.. den we met up for lunch wat.. den someone came out wif tis idea to let emiy come over my dere to help out cos she dere veri bored one… called hazelle, said I got a lot of stocks.. ( bt I onli got 4 boxes… not many lor…) den I alone todae, wati off todae n tml… den dere a lot of customers (added to sound tt I’m pathetic..) so can Emily come to help me…
Hazelle unwillingly agreed, den ask me msg wati tell her she tml cannot off.. if she off, she mon hav to go see her… haiz… although ur plan is succeeding.. but i’m causing someone to lose her job leh.. haiz… super guilty lor…
Msg wati, den she called to ask wat exactly happen… lied here n dere.. den she say she will go clarify matters wif hazelle…but she cldnt get her.. den after work she called again to kinda complain to me.. she says she is pissed off.. cos hazelle already know abt her not working tml one.. n btw off n on leave are diff… n hazelle already noe one…. Den now I msg her hazelle msg piss her cos like hazelle now going back on her words…
Why muz I be the middle person? Why muz I kana tis shit? Why??? Super duper dislike tis role of mine.. sucky lor.. soo sinful… felt like the Lindsay lohan in the show mean gals… in the long run wld I really be like her? Bu zhi bu jue I totally change to someone really mean? Haiz…wanna get ot of tis shit lah! Leave me out of tis can? Haiz…
Den I todae called hazelle to take off on 30 jan.. wanna join surf n sweat de beach vball… den already found ppl to form team lor.. den after I hav my leave approve, Kelly msg me say the registration is close to overwhelming response… shit my overwhelming response lah… I hao bu rong yi took leave on sun den liddat.. I not suppose to take leave on wkends one lor.. den tis mth I already took 2 wkends leave liao lor… one for the uni talks, one for the di xia tie musical both are impt so is hav ta take kind…. Den now took my 3rd wkend leave, I get tis info.. argh!!!! todae seriously not my day lor.. all tis kind of shits happen… haiz… now wat to do on 30 jan?
den I todae rush up put stocks can trip on the stair n fall… I almost everyday climb tt stupid stairs.. den todae go up can fall.. got a small cut.. on the brighter side, lucky I didn’t roll down lah.. dere so narrow, cant imagine wat wld happen if I rolled… haiz…
shitty day… walked home todae..saw a lot of stars up in the sky.. super wanted to sit at the pool side enjoy the scene.. a lot of stars leh.. nice scene.. but I cant!!!! Cos it’s late~ haiz…. Why cant the world be safe? Why muz dere be crimes? Why!!!! If all these dun exist, my parents wld be worried for me~ den I can stay out late for all I wan… I cld hav enjoy the night scene tonight, to somehow soothe my guityness…. Haiz~
jus not my day hur???

rambled @ 1:34 AM

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